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baby..I'll owaes love you..

2008-09-24T10:09:00.000-07:00

baby..todae is 25th sept 08, 1.11am i reached home at 12 plus..my uncle came over to my house to look for my mum and at the same tym, he brought me out for a chat..at tt tym we were toking on the phone bt he asked me to hang up as he wan to bring me out..i noe u were angry cos i'm going out late without you by my side..i'm really sorry..my uincle really wan to tok to me and he is an insurance agent..he work till late at nite tt's y he brought me out so late at nite..please dun leave me alone..i dun mean to do tt..i tot i could msg u..bt in the end, my uncle dun even let me msg as he wan to tok to me alone..i beg u..dun sae tt i didn't bother..i really care alot for u de..pls baby.. pls..pls..pls..pls.. pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls.. pls..pls..pls..pls.. pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls.. pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..pls..u are my one and onli lao gong..no matter wad, i wun gif up..no matter wad u are stiill the best..best.. best.. best..i love u alot alot alot alot..i wun gif up..i wun.. u still love me?i still do..u still wan me?i still wan..i miss u alot ..u miss me?i hate myself..u hate me?i hv finish building the hse long ago juz use super glue stick..i gifing u..tml i go ur hse put okay..ya..of cos okay..okay..i love u lots..muakx..muackx..muackx..muackx..muackx..muackx..

i love you..

2008-08-28T21:55:00.000-07:00

baby,beri long nv write in blog le horx..haha..sry na..nt fang bian ma..i onli write comments..bt nw all my collegue go makan i cm write lorx..humpff..thr's a period of tym we nv quarrel...bt lately we kip quarrelling..sad na..den u kip toking abt leaving u..i never tot of tt b4 na..den u kip sae i wan leave u oso lyk tt bt i nv tink of it yet u kip ask me to leave u..sad u noe..i lately beri emotional na..hw?i duno wad to do liao..for no reason cn cry alone..lately kip crying..DEPRESSION!!haha..hw?u still gona tk care of me for life worx..hw?u going to throw me away bcos i gt depression ma?haha..crazy..bt i dun hv na..humpff..i in office owaes so lonely..i dun tk lunch with collegue..go myself..sad na..bt no choice..someone hv to be in office..so..nvm..haha..anywae use to it le..i mean loneliness..i dunwan to quarrel with u anymore..bt ah..sometyms ah really testing each others patience..rite..haha.u test mine, i test urs..u noe i will angry and pek chek wen u ask tt ques yet u still wan ask..i noe u'll angry if i do tt bt bcos i dunlyk i still do it..bt at tyms we are really beri loving..u beri caring..bt u oso beri funny ah..y at tyms u cn really an wei me and really beri gentle and yet at tyms u cnt..u'll sae u duno hw..u beri cute horx..eee..i oso gt cough le..throat itchy bcos of the aircon..humpff..i change friendster setttings liao..baby..u still single lorx..hvn't found a gf for urself ah?sad na..nvm nvm..gt me..i love u enuff le..horx..i miss u..u booking out le..tonite gt bbq..cn c star!!hohoho..i going crazy le..humpff..k na..i end here le na..muackx..

happy 14 mth annni..

2008-07-10T08:25:00.000-07:00

Look lyk bibi rite..everyting oso wana try to bite..haha..muackx..

baby..happy 14 mth anniversary..heex..i damn sian na..u noe wen i wrk i muz run up and dwn..up and dwn..bt oso gd na..a form of excercise ma..haha..bt damn tiring la..bt it's okay..no work no money..no money, no savings..no savings, no future..it's okay na..no matter hw little the pay oso muz wrk..aniwae, i oso no experience..gt ppl wan to hire me is gd enuff le..wen i gain mre experience, my pay will oso increase..so no nid to worry..hmm..i duno whether i going to continue to study anot..tt one lata part den sae..heex..it's been a long tym since i wrote in the blog..no tym na..bt i gt write to u..even in office..i oso bring the book to the offie to write..nth to do jiu cn write mre lorx..haha..if beri little dun blame me k..at least i gt the heart to write ma..horx..i miss u na..faster book out okay..the earlier, the better..haha..den u cn rest earlier and we cn spent mre tym together..go out watch movies..anyting..u happy jiu cn le..k..bt i wan spent mre tym wif u..bcos nxt wk u cnt cm out..even if u cn cm out,i oso wan spent mre tym wif u..cos u in army..we hardly spent tym together..so if gt tym,i sure wan to spent with u de..k..rmb..u r the onli one tt i love..i love u mre than anione does..k..i love u..hugs and kisses..muackx..

nth to lose

2008-07-08T06:03:00.000-07:00

NOTHING TO LOSE
there are times

when you make me laugh
there are moments
when you drive me mad
there are seconds when
i see the light
though many times
you make me cry
there's something

you don't understand
i want to be your girl
nothing to lose
your love to win
hoping so bad
that you let me in
i'm at your feet
waiting for you
i've got time
and nothing to lose
there are times when i
believe in you
these moments when i
feel close to you
there are times i think
that i am yours
though many times i
feel unsure
there's something
you don't understand
i wan to be your girl
nothing to lose
your love to win
hoping so bad
that you let me in
i'm at your feet
waiting for you
i've got time
and nothing to lose
i'll always be around you
keep an eye on you
( always keep an eye on you )
my patience is strong
won't let you run
are the only one
( when you are the only one )
nothing to lose
your love to win
( your love to win )
hoping so bad
that you let me in
( u let me in )
i'm at your feet
( i'm at your feet )
waiting for you
i've got time
and nothing to lose
oh yeah
i've got time
and nothing to lose

I love u..

2008-06-30T22:51:00.000-07:00

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baby..heex..hi..damn shackx nw u noe ma..haix..hmm..damn poor thing na dino..dunwan tok abt tt na..tk abt tt mks me mre angry onli..u la..mk me angry..haha..bleahx..hmm.. i noe gt on period i dunlyk dino bt nw i'm no longer dislyking him le..after all he's ur bro..muz pei him k..he sure beri sad de..humpff..if i'm him,i'll cry lyk hell ah.. u oso noe i'm ai ku gui ma..abit cry..abit cry..heex..i noe wad u wana sae..glad tt i noe rite..heex..of cos i noe..i'm born to b a ai ku gui wad cn u do..haha..i oso duno y i love to cry..baby..tis bear bear is to pei u while u were in the camp..heex..cute rite..of cos na..my bear ma..still will move de..wen u wk up dun get shocked by it k..i oready tld u it will move le..haha..so long nv blog and write to u le..cos last wk mst of the tym wif u..so u muz drink plenty of wata to prevent urself frm getting sick k..i miss u na..love u a billion tyms..heex..muackx..

2 mre daes..jia you!!

2008-06-17T07:26:00.000-07:00

baby..2 mre daes to go onli..jia you..cn tahan de..heex..mmm..faster cm out na..beri long lehx..haix..i nw studying geography..duno cn mk it through tis yrs 'o's anot..if cn go through jiu hao..heex..wad to do..humpff..without teacher to teach geography,i dun even noe i cn pass anot ah..heex..i go your hse,muz bring my books to go study le..u c ah..going exam le,nw den start study..haha..pro horx..bt i tink so i cn mk it na..i hope so na..heex..gd ma..i cn go poly or go study nitech oso gd ma..easier find job..nxt tym wan b air stewardess oso cn..haha..no na..kiddin na..i oso dunwan..wen i fly jiui cnt pei u le..i rather nt na..heex..i miss u na..u noe ma..u noe hw much i miss u ma?i wan hug u tite tite wen we slp..heex..i wan let u feel loved afta so long nv hug hug..heex..lata u sae bed so big still wan to squeeze wif u ..=( nvm na..u wan sae jiu sae norx..i okay de..cn hug u cn le..heex..muackx..stress ah..gt alot of tings muz learn lehx..yet i nw den start studying..heex..somemre i so tanga tanga de..i nw doubt i cn mk it le..heex..mummy sae the dae we go fetch u,she ask me meet earlier go thr walk walk firx lorx..heex..i sae okay..heex..jia you!!jia you!!!jia you!!!!yeah..krung krung..heex..so many daes nv write blog le..heex..bt gt letter..bt 2 daes nv write oso..heex..i love u so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so damn much na..u noe ma..heex..i'll nt leave u..i swear..i look forward to our wedding..muackx..

ps:from the firx love u see life..bt frm the last love,u c eternity..and tt's so true..cos i see eternity wen i'm with u..i love u..muackx..

2008-06-11T00:12:00.000-07:00

baby..heex..the left photo is the one tt we took on the bus on the wae to tampines on 6 june 2008 wen we going to eat at mac..haha..u going tekong tt dae..u la..afta lunch u juz left..nv wait for us..notti boi..bt nvm na..i understand..heex..on the rite,is the photo tt i took at hm wif ur chou chou..heex..and is oso me..my new xing xiang..hmm..tt dae went for the stupid flag dae..nobody wana donate..bt nvm..i oso understand..cos,ppl oready donated for the si chuan and all go bankrupt..haha..i onli exaggerated it na..heex..behind me is the big big pooh boh kia..haha..haix..i miss u na..going over to ur hse soon..me and jie jie decided to share money to buy chicken essence for ur ah ma bd..ya..cos duno wad to gif den go over empty handed beri pai seh de..wan if ang bao oso duno gif hw much..so kor kor sae buy chicken essence..tml 1.30 go interview..so far na.. at clementi..duno hw to go somemre..nvm..go early and find my wae thr lorx..yup..u in army i oso gt nth to do..shitty na..jie jie ask me wana go to her fwen bbq anot..u tink i shld go?bt beri far..at yew tee..sux rite..all so far de..sianx..u go swimming todae..b careful k..i dunwan u to b hurt or wadsoeva..i'm so tired la..and u noe wad i made for u on our 1 yr 1 mth anni?heex..a pooh boh kia holding on to a bouquet of flowers..the flowers i mk myself de horx..heex..hope u will lyk it na..cos i squeeze my brain juice out den tink of tis idea de..muz treasure it k..heex..k la..i go over to ur hse le..faster book out k..i luv u lots lots lots..muackx..

i miss u..

2008-06-10T22:28:00.000-07:00

baby..wad u doing?sianx..gt one lady call me..jie jie ask her to call me de..her student care wan to hire admin,accountants and student care assisstant..i tink i'll tk admin..bt beri far lehx..clementi..haix..wad to do..bleahx..heex..muackx..i eat at hm le den go over to ur hse den i go ah ma hse myself..cos i at hm beri sianx..go earlier gt ppl pei me..no ppl still cn hear ppl tok..heex..i go eat firx k..luv u..muackx..

Happy 1 yr 1 mth anniversary!!!

2008-06-10T00:15:00.000-07:00

baby!happy 1 yr 1 mth anniversary!baby..hw are u in the camp?u still gt 9 mre daes to cm out u noe..haix..sad ah..i miss u alot na..i will pei u slp till late late wen u cm out de..haha..slp onli..bt i think wen u used to waking up early le,at tt tym u wun slp long le..no matter hw late u slp,u oso cn wk up at the tym u are used to wk up at..really..u see i used to be lazy and slp till damn late,dun wan wk up..bt go in gals hm 2 yrs le,i cn wk up anytime i wan le..in gals hm still will auto wk up at 5.30 to bathe ah..so lata u will nt slp until too late le..cos u used to it le..u noe..u wana eat fried kway tiao and all oily stuff wen u book out..lata u fat back ah..dun eat too much oily food nw tt u starting to slim dwn u noe..lata nt gd for health..heex..kor kor sae wen u go in longer le,u will hv 6 daes camp in the forest..den cnt bathe..heex..nvm na..bleahx..k na..i go tk my lunch le k..i miss u damn damn much na..i luv u..muackx..

poor poor baby..

2008-06-07T23:31:00.000-07:00

my poor poor baby..how are you?did u drink lots of wata?i dunwan u to be dehydrated..muz tk gd care of urself nw tt u r in camp and no one is thr to tk care of u..u muz hv suffered alot..haix..jia you worx..3 mths may sound long bt actually it passes beri fast de..so dun nid to worry k..u cm out we go eat wad u wan to and watch kung fu panda together..k..u cn mk it without getting into any trouble de..i believe so..so jia you..k..i miss u na..love you..muackx..

missing u lyk hell

2008-05-21T01:25:00.000-07:00

baby..i miss u na..u in genting nw..so sian..lonliness realli sux na baby..hao xiang ni worx..u buy so mani tings for me for wad..haha..sexy gown..nw with wad pic?tt tym is winnie the pooh de..nw shld b mashi maro ah..haha..nehx..i going to finish watching one show le..heex..u betterfaster cm bck if nt u cm bck le den u noe..understand u monyet..haha..hmm..mahal kita..i at hm wana draw for u bt duno wad to draw na..i draw until gt nth left for me to draw le hw?u tell me wad u wan me to draw na..i try to draw..heex..i go internet find gt wad pic cn draw den i mk into a puzzle..u muz go fix it worx..i nv mk puzzle for ppl b4..u the firx one..bt i dunno cn finish doing by the tym u cm bck anot..shld be cn..i go find hard hard paper or cardboard..heex..dun see me tanga tanga de..actually i beri creative de horx..haha..k na..i end here firx..i love u and miss u lot lot lot..muackx..

2008-05-20T01:50:00.000-07:00

hello!!hahas.now in genting.firx daes.n i find that i'm so bored.hahas.cause parents go in casino.haix.but nvm.i go walk walk alone.hahas.bought a few cute things fer my baby.n oso now i going off already.cause nth to do.mux walk alone again.hahas.i miss my baby.dunno she got eat ma.she this little monyet.playful but will listen.hahas.i miss her na.grrrh!!!

Happie 1 year anni!

2008-05-09T09:24:00.000-07:00

Happy 1 yr anniversary!!hmm..u nw wrking..luckily u nt tml go malaysia..if nt we wun be able to c each other on our anni le..tot u cnt pei me on our anni u noe hw sad anot..bt,heex..nw i'm happie..u cn pei me le..muahaha..yeah..i noe..i lyk xiao mei mei..haha..yawn..tml going sentosa!!!beri long nv go le..heex..finally u going beach wif me on our anni somemre..haha..bt oso nt bcos u wana go wif me..bcos we going wif kor kor and his fwen..ask u pei me go one beach lyk wan ur life lyk tt..haha..bt nvm na..betta den nth..humpff..i beri happie todae..heex..i end here na..still gt anni tings to do for u..luv u..muackx..

i'm sorry baby..

2008-05-01T08:38:00.000-07:00

baby..i'm sorry for all ur sufferings..i cause u so much trouble and yet wen u nid me the mst,i'm nt by ur side..i really duno wad to sae except for sorry as tt's the onli ting tt i could sae..i promised u tt wen u nid me,i'l b by ur side bt i didn't do it..i'm really a useless gf of urs..seems lyk ur gfs lub to sae sry to u horx..humpff..i kip saying sry..haix..idiot..nt u bt me..heex..i tink i'll write till here todae le..lub u..muackx..

2008-04-22T17:59:00.000-07:00

baby ah baby!i going army soon le worx.haix.nvm.baby.if u dun wan work as childcare teacher nvm de.jux dun work lo.but tel u.my army pay is not enuff fer us to eat good food le.but lucky i still got abit savings.but dunno ton how long.hahas.nw u working.kip show mi attitude.sae abt the kids make u angry n stuff.haix.jux ignored them lo.nt happie jux kill them or slap them la.hahas.joke na.dun always angry na.c i so good.dun go work todae.ask u dun go u dun wan.wan go.end up so angry than kip sae no voice.lata i come fetch u afta ur work la.grrh!!

<3s apple!

2008-04-20T10:02:00.000-07:00

baby!!!i love you..muackies..heex..beri hot na..wad u doing nw i oso duno..humpff..wen u slpping,i wrking..wen i wrking,u're slpping..heex..baboi baby..yawns..heex..u said tt u wanted a short post frm me..i was lyk..huh?u owaes wanted long blog entries frm me de..nw wad's wrong wif u..haha..bt nvm na..my leg de skin starts peeling liao..duno y..i tink bcos of the friction btw my shoes and leg..nvm na..i tld my miss u tt wen u go in army,i wana cut short hair pei u hv short hair den hair long together..den she sae i beri touching..haha..of cos na..hu r u to me..love u so much na..heex..i miss u alot nw..wana c u and hug u na..haix..sill gt hw long onli to u going army..sad ah!!!i dunwan u to go..bt u're a guy..hv to go army..nvm..jia you..heex..nv give up ya..=P..jia you!jia you!jia you!!!!k na.. short enuff?i'll end here..buai..love you..muackx..

Baby!!!I miss you!!!

2008-04-14T21:36:00.000-07:00

baby..i miss you man..this is the sec dae of my wrk..hmm..the kids r so cute na..haha..thr are adam,celine,cecilia,brian,ru bing,nick,jia ling,eric,alicia,tricia..and some didn't cm..gt three didn't cm i think..or four..haha..they r little monster..so playful..especially the adam..nv stop playing de..ask him do wrk,he go bck to his sit den u see paper aeroplane flying arnd agn..cnt tahan and the eric ah..kip bullying ppl..notti lyk u..haha..k..i noe..u going too sae nt lyk u rite..the gals r playful too..haha..bt gt one gal beri guai..the rest were playing bt she took her wrk out to do..perfect na..haha..all lyk devils..i love kids mre now..haha..though they r notti and suck ur blood,bt they mre u see them,the mre u'll love them..haha..humpff..u'll laugh wen u see them do stupid tings..they r so cheerful..they will laugh at every little ting..u noe..bt they r too stressful wen cms to wrk..they r so little pitiful kids too..haha..i gotta go cos i'll b late if i dun..k..love u..miss u too..muackx..

baby..i love you..

2008-04-13T00:35:00.000-07:00

baby..you're sleeping once agn..hmm..todae is the last dae of my carefree life..tml onwards i hv to start wrking le..shackx la..haix..my last dae n u are sleeping..nvm..i noe u are tired..it's okay..heex..wad are life meant for us?let us enjoy?let us meet the ppl hu we luv and hu luv us?or is our life meant to let us go through sufferings?hv u ever wondered y will we fall for each other?hw tis feelings form?y do we sometyms do decision tt we regret lata?tml onwards,50 daes i can't get to see u..wth..it's so damn long na..wad am i gona do?actually my life hv turn beautiful and full of adventures frm the dae i met u..we went through thick and thin together..frm the dae i abscond,i found out abt baby,u came shouting outside for me,the photos and letters wee wee help us smuggled,the paini hv to go through,the cold daes wen u stopped coming to shout for me,the dae i noe abt the riot,quarrels with my dad,till i cm out and finds tt everything is no longer the same,the adaption i hv to go through,the quarrels we had,the hurts i hv to go through and u too,thse daes u played wif me,till nw i hv to start wrking,,i've nv tot tt i'll hv tis dae wen i dun care wad mmy fam tinks abt u and still stay wif u..i've nv tot tt i'll do tt all bcos of u..and tt i saty firm on the stand tt i'm going to be married to u..i'm waiting for tt dae..bt..i'm nt confident tt tt dae wld cm..bcos our relationship is at the top peack of a tall mountain..it's so risky tt juz bcos of a slpping ting cn break us up..i duno wad to do..sometyms i juz wish i could slp for life..so i dun hv to mk any decisions in life and dun hv to b afraid tt i'll mk any wrong decisions..and if i'm aslp for life,i wun b able to hurt u anymre and wun hv to feel hurt..tt's the ting abt life..we hv to go through mre hurtings and sufferings mre than happiness..dun u tink so..i do tink so..we hv to meet so many ppl in life and b hurt by so many ppl in life..it could b strangers,could b ur boss,could b ur fam n could b ur lover..ur spouse..could b anyone..so tis world is a cruel world..no matter wad decision u mk,it'll owaes b a wrong one..juz tk the child as an example..if i chose to kip it,it brings so much sufferings to u, me, ur fam and ppl arnd us..we hv to wrk hrd and tt's physical torment..if i dun kip it,it is a mental torment..so both waes i hv to suffer..u too hv to suffer..isn't tis world cruel..cos no matter wad we do,which path we choose it's a torment to us..tt's y i chose to slp for the rest of my life..bt tt's another cruel ting abt life..we cn choose anyting..bt we cn't choose to slp for life..unfair rite..haix..i noe to u all tis r juz nonsence..i'm bored so i tot of all tis and wrote it dwn..bt dun u tink it's true?i tink it's damn beri true..humpff..though we r together, bt we hv to go through the sufferings of being apart..been apart for so long and in the end, still hv to be apart..bt it's okay..i'm still loving u..owaes been loving u..i'll miss u..k..i love you!!muackx..

boring

2008-04-02T09:28:00.000-07:00

baby..u noe anot..i damn bored na..wa..april fool dae kana cheated by kathy jie jie and kor kor na..i really gt so easy kana cheat mehx..unfair la..sadded..nvm na..nth serious onli for fun..heex..u noe horx..my com kip gt prob..den muz owaes redownload my song..leche u noe..i go eat cup noodle..heex..wait ah..brb..i'm bck..heex..actually i'm happie lately..beri happy..cos of you..i wan ur smell..if nt tk a long tym to fall aslp..u noe..baby..u better drink mre wata na..lata u sick agn..juz ok nt long jiu drink so much..yummy..my cup noodle is redy..beri long nv eat le..heex..so wad u doing nw?mking cocktail agn or eating snake..u nt going to wrk in geylang pub le mehx?humpff beri fast u going over le rite..i tink i going to buy lots of cup noodle to put at hm..yup..so i hungry cn eat..i owaes hungry de..baboi ma..cnt blame..heex..i going to buy tidbits and mre cup noodles to eat..heex..mouth damn itchy na..i muz bite sth..heex..influence by u..heex..i miss u damn much..ohoh..u promise me u will nt leave me and willl marry me,u willl be tied dwn by me le..muahahaha..poor baby..oh ya.. todae u ask me if i zao sai u,hw rite..u go think u wan hw den tell me..haha..k..mmm..i go buy things to eat le..luv ya..muackx..

because of you

2008-04-02T09:06:00.000-07:00

Because of you

If you wondered

If you touched my soul

Yes you do

Since i met you

I'm not the same

You bring life to everything i do

Just the way you say hello

With one touch

I can't let go

Never thought i'd fall

In love with you

Because of you

My life has changed

Thank you for the love

And the joy you bring

Because of you

I feel no shame

I'd tell the world

it's because of you

Sometimes i get lonely

And all i gotta do is

Think of you

You captured something

Inside of me

You make all my dreams

Come true

It's not enough

That you love me for me

You reached inside

And touched me eternally

I love you best explains

How i feel for you

Because of you

My life has changed

Thank you for the love

And the joy you bring

Because of you

I feel no shame

I'd tell the world

It's because of you

The magic in your eyes

True love i can't deny

When you hold me

I just lose control

I want you to know

That i'm never letting you go

You mean so much to me

I want the world to see

It's because of you

My life has changed

Thank you for the love

And the joy you bring

Because of you

I feel no shame

I'd tell the world

It's because of you

i'm sorry..

2008-04-01T05:04:00.000-07:00

baby..wen i read bck all the blog,i feel lyk crying..i'm sry tt i used to kip showing u attitude..u realli shouldn't sacrifice so much for me..i took it for granted in the past..bt nw,everything is different le..it's so much different..maybe i shouldn't contact u wen i cm out frm the start..if i didn't contact u frm the start,u wouldn't hv been so hurt by me n i wouldn't hv to learn the truth of wad u did wen i'm inside..den u will forever be the perfect guy in my heart..a guardien angel of mine..weneva i nid u,u will appear..juz lyk tt tym wen i couldn't contact u bcos of holidae and u didn't noe tt i gt tuition..we actually get to meet in the bus stop..u noe on the dae wen i cm out frm gals hm,we quarrelled..it is as i expected..bt the nxt morn en i went to ur wrkplace to meet u,u tld me tt u actually dunwan to contact me de bt since i find u,u gt no choice..u noe hw hurt i am anot..i hv waited for so long to c u..bt wen i finally c u,tt's wad u tld me..u noe hw hurting it is anot..and slowly dae by dae u showed me attitude..u r a totally changed person u noe..i kept telling myself tt u did it on purpose to mk me angry so i'll leave u..or maybe u wanted to vent all the anger tt u cnt vent on my father on me..bt u noe hw sad it is anot..we will quarrel over small matter..u owaes wanted me to learn zui hou yi ci..bt wen i cm out,i wanted to learn,u throw tantrum at me wen i kip repeating the song..u asked me y i kip rpeating the song..and i tld u bcos u wanted me to learn wen i'm inside..so nw i'm out i cn learn bt wad u tld me..no nid..it's all in the past le..wad u mean by tt..wen i cm out,u became beri sacastic..alot of things u sae hurt my heart..it's really full of bandages u noe..to u,wad i did tt tymis serious..bt wad u did is mre serious..u noe wen u tld me tt u wrking in pub,hw afraid i am anot..ppl in gals hm ask me i cn juz let u wrk thr..if it's them they wun let their bf wrk thr..bt i tld them nvm..i trust u..hope u wun do anything lorx..den i tld them tt in a relationship,trust is the mst important thing..den they orhx..bt they duno hw scared am i..i kip thinking wad if i cm out le and u tld me u gt a gf le wad am i suppose to do..bt i sae since i trust u y shld i tink of tt..u noe anot..all along,i'm the one hu trust u whole heartedly..bt u nv once believe in me..though u tld me tt u trust me nw..i noe u still dun trust me in ur heart..no pt saying tt u trust me..juz lyk wen we juz started our relationship..i tld u tt i wun tell u i love you till the dae i really feel tt i love you den i'll sae i love you..u rmb tt?i still rmb tt u tried beri hard to mk me love you..u try to mk me happy in all waes..u gif in to me everytym i gets angry and juz walks off..wen u tld me tt u going to transfer to geylang de chinese pub wrk,i rmb u sae b4 tt u wun go thr wrk de..bt wen i ask u,u sae u wan to wrk thr,i was lyk blank..i actually wanted to sae tt i tot u tld me u dunwan to wrk thr..u wun wrk thr..bt i nv..i actually dunwan u to wrk thr..bt i oso dunwan to sae anything..i tld myself tt i dunwan to control u..let u choose ur own path..u asked me to trust u..i did ask myself to..bt i cn't..tt's y i sae i understand hw u feel..wen u sae u dun trust me..kathy jie jie ask me to tell u and tok u out of nt going thr to wrk..bt i tld her nvm..let u choose the things u wana do..i dunwan to stop u..u dun believe u ask her..i noe wen u read this,u will be angry..bt it's hw i feel..hope u wun be angry..dun owaes blame urself wen we qarrel..cos it is both parties fault..it tks two hands to clap..i tld u b4 le..i'm nt a gd gf..nt tt u r nt a gd bf..u r a gd bf..wad my father sae to u wen i'm nt around,i'm sure it hurts u alot..i'm sry tt u hv to tk all the sufferings alone wen i'm inside..i'm a loser..real loser nt u.. let u suffer too much le..i feel lyk hugging u titely and cry my hearts out..i've kept all tis in my heart for a beri long tym le..it's tym to let u noe wad i'm thinking..i tld u b4 rite..everydae i wk up earlier than u den i'll look at u..my tears will roll dwn uncontrollably..i really feel beri fortunate to hv u by my side wif me..someone hu dote and love me..u noe wen u tld me tt she sae she hv ur child,i was so afraid..u noe anot..frm the dae we lost our child,i hv loss all the confidence in myself..i'm afraid tt i'll loss the place tt i hv in ur heart too..i'm afraid tt i'll lose our child and u at one go..i became beri paranoid afta i lost our child..i'm afraid tt i'll lose u too..tt's y wen i come out,i became beri weak..i get hurt by wad u sae easily..and tk everything seriously..even though u r joking, i took it seriously..u noe hw the feeling is lyk anot..it's really beri torturing..tt's y i tld u i gt depression bt u gt angry wen i sae tt..i'm starting to lose control of my own emotions le..u noe anot..i'm nt as strong as b4 le..i've gone through alot of blow le..i cnt tk it any longer..i going to lose wae soon..i'm really afraid tt i'll lose you..no matter hw much my fam objects,i'm nt gona let go..i wun..i cn't..everytym i look at u,the tinkin of losing u will hunt me..cn u promise me tt u wun leave me..cn u promise me tt u will marry me..i lose our child le..i dunwan to lose u..i cn't afford to lose you..i really love you alot..i love you..muackx..

baby-life without you is meaningless..i really hope tt i wun lose u..u're my onli hope..

2007-09-19T11:02:00.000-07:00

todae is wed-sch got event.the dunnno wad graduation.they asked mi go.but i did not.so nvm.i did not went to work again.cause todae is to take letter.hehe.todae meet joelle ard 1pm at bishan.than eat slack.than headed down to chinatown.cause todae i finally hav a letter frm baby.so long lei.1mth plus.she sae i changed.i dun get wad she mean.than nvm.in the letter she sae she was so shocked to c mi.oh no.that means she does not wan c mi.haix.realli sad.hmm.than headed down to cdc.cause pui q learn bike.ask we all meet him there.than jiu meet him le than wait till he finish ard 6plus.we went down to serangoon garden sing k.cause dino n him noe i unhappie.i feel damn moody.so went down to sing.sing till ard 9.13pm.hav a big quarrel wid ball n nearly fite.papa called.ask wad time end work.i sae 11.but in fact my working become singing.than jiu cabbed down again.go highland.near my hm here.play lan wid dino n ball.play until ball piss off.than he quit.lol.than walk to prata house.was so far.but still walk.can save money.than walk walk walk.reach there n hav my dinner.cause haven eat.so hungry.than eat abit jiu go hm le.than quickly bath n reply my baby gal letter.wow.the father damn wad.haix.i got nothing to sae.sae le make mi angry n no mood.haix.

baby gal-i will nv leave u alone.i will walk through all the paths wid u holding each other hands tightly.
applelovesapple
EdmundloveJacqueline
Edmund("v")Jacqueline

2007-09-18T23:11:00.000-07:00

wow.it seems ages i did not blog.on friday.i did not went to work cause no black pants.grrh!than no money.than went down to town meet ah boi,joelle n pui q.they play billard.than slack n talk.than the rest came down.after that some of them intend to go cine.but joelle got curfew.so i pui q n boi go joelle hm cause ah jun come fetch us go rounding.than jiu go joelle house play majong awhile.but always play no money de.ya.than ah jun ard 12 plus reach than we headed down to gals hm ard 2plus in the monring n i shout fer baby.but i dun think she can listen.think she slpping soundly ba.than jiu went hm.sat.went to work.than work till 8 cause beri sianx.always work.tired oso.not enuff slp.kip smoking n eating snake.than jiu went hm.sun.mummy came back frm genting.was to go fetch her wid dad.but since dino is so sad.i pei him.cause he n the gf got some problems.haix.bro.no matter wad u do.i'll b there like wad u were fer mi.mon.went to work as usual.wake up damn early cause sick le.beri hard to slp back.than jiu go work so early.miracle.i so early go work.than jiu work till 7.meet pui q,joelle n dino at bugis.they playing dota.play awhile jiu go hm again.sianx.than todae is tue.i did not go to work.cause realli sick le.dying.haix.nid to go penisula buy black jeans.n oso buy leather shoe.haix.going ah ma hm to take money frm mummy now.haix.i miss my baby alot.realli miss her alot.i am onli afraid that she dun wan mi animore.sadded.!
apple loves apple!

2007-09-13T09:42:00.000-07:00

thursday-todae early in the morning woke up at 9am.than jiu prepare everything.feed bibi eat than jiu go work.haix.totally no mood.haix.i kip calling the hospital to check whether is baby still there ma.if still there.i will go there de downstairs ton again.cause i wan let her noe no matter wad i will b by her side.but she went off at dunno wad time.than i bought a bouquet of flower.intend to giv it to her.but she went off le.sadded.this is the firx time i buy flower fer her.so sad she cannot receive it.but nvm.i will wait fer her to come out than pass to her.cause by that time.she will b staying wid mi.than jiu headed down to ps meet ah boi.cause actually he wan pei mi go kk.than last min cancel.so i cannot pang seh him.so meet him lo.meet le than dino come down oso.than headed to cuppage.they 2 play billard while i play lan on my own.boring life rite.no choice.jux to entertain myself.than went to take train hm n slack at 204.cause we 3 beri thirsty.than jiu slack n talk awhile wid all the aunties.reach hm ard 12.22am.lata mayb going out again.cause ah jun drive car.so mayb will ask him drive to defu lane.cause i wanna shout to baby.dunno she can hear it ma.haix.i;d rather hav bad times wid u.than good times wid someone else.our song!haix.i miss ur hugs n kisses alot.especially ur smile!
baby-no matter wad mux stay strong.iloveeeuu!

2007-09-12T19:44:00.000-07:00

the past few days i dun wish to post.hmm.so let mi tel u wad happened on wednesday.it was early in the morning.at ard 1o plus.i woke up n straight away called dennis pei mi go kk.cause baby at there doing her things.haix.i dunno how is she now.i think is so pain.i hope she can tahan.than reach there at ard 11plus than ask fer baby ward n stuff.than the stupid nurse.dun even let mi c baby fer once.cause i sae i got something pass to baby.than she sae hold on.than she go ask the cisco officer than the officer come take frm mi.wad the hell.the thing start at 2pm sharp.than i saw baby father at there.he says c mi 1 time beat 1 time.ask mi get lost.wad the hell.i sae i wants to pay all.than he sae no nid.than ask mi write a piece of paper ask mi not to pay.than i dun care.i jiu walk off n i went to the admission counter ask fer enquries.than i pay the amount n deposit come extra.cause i scared not enuff.i wanted to giv baby de best.wid air corn n tv.but the person sae after operation they cannot rest in aircorn.so took another class.than after the whole thing.i left ard 4plus.than go cuppage slack awhile than go ah ma hm.tml my aunt all going to genting wid my mum.haix.i cant go.cause i wan to work.haix.but nvm.work n save money is impt.than jiu cabbed hm frm ah ma hm.after that.reach hm hav a talk 2 father awhile.he saes on the 6 of feb baby discharged date.she will bring her to our hm.i was like huh???was so shocked.finally they noe how to think.lol.than meet ah boi ard 10.30pm.cause i wan go kk.i wan pei baby.than reach ard 11pm.than the stupid guard at there dun wan let mi go up.than the lift oso cannot go up de.idiot la.so fuck up.than nvm.i went to baby de downstairs sing song n whistle.hope that she can hear mi.than reach hm ard 4 plus.cause tml nid to work.than woke at 9am.called kk n ask how is baby n whether is she discharged le ma.if haven.tonite i will go again to spend wid her.i will nv abandon her alone.nites!
baby-it mayb hard on u now.but no matter wad.remember.i will b there fer u.iloveeuu!

2007-09-10T09:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPIE 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
todae is mi n babi de 4th month.but now she not beside mi n i cant c her at all.hope wednesday c her can get a chance to talk to her ba.todae woke up late fer work.lucky edwin call mi.ask where am i.than i sae at hm.was supposed to reach at 9am.but reach at 10.30.lol.than work till 1plus.dino came down to pei mi eat lunch.cause i alone ma.such a good bro i hav ya.hmm.than after work.jiu headed to mrt station.cause i wan go eunos.every memories r spend at there wid her.than took bus 51 to gals hm wid dino n ball pei.than ball dun wan pei mi go shout.than nvm.at least dino pei mi.everything i do.he will b there fer mi.good horn.i dunno whether she got hear it not.cause is a bit too late le.than i shout le jiu go meet belle they all cause i haven eat dinner.was so hungry.than meet all of them le i n dino jiu cab hm n bought a lighter that got light de.is mayb childish.but is cool.i end here le.tml still nid to wake up early to work.yawns.missing my baby gal like hell.loving her every sec n moments.
baby-no matter wad.i will love u till foreva!
Edmund("v")Jacqueline

2007-09-09T08:37:00.000-07:00

sat work till 10pm.so shag.than went down to cuppage meet the rest.than slack awhile than go ps.after that jiu go ps the 7-11 than headed to dino hm drink abit than jiu go s 11 wid ah boi n pui q.cause ball onli can 3am than can go hm.so we pei him.slp at 4am.
sunday.it means is todae.
slp at 4am n woke fucking early jux to pass letter.is 9am in the morning.went to meet ah tan.cause she can help mi pass to my gf.than after that headed to work.so tired la.todae post will b short.haix.i dunno wad to post.wadeva i sae.is up to u to believe.i onli wan to b wid u no matter wad.iloveeuu baby gal!
tml wil b the day i having a sad anniversary.but is okay.i will wait fer her to come out n celebrate.
Edmund("v")Jacqueline!

2007-09-07T11:38:00.000-07:00

todae woke up at 10 plus in the morning.than jiu headed to police station to report my donation card.cause the sch is kip calling mi.ask mi where's my card.my card is wid her.haix.than her parents cannot find.than jiu report lo.report till 11 plus than jiu go hm.bath than go work le.todae reach work at 1pm.than the auntie oso haven reach.todae is my first day.n dunno anithing n the auntie ask mi do this n that.like a dog todae.haix.but nvm.wei le her n the baby.i will do anithing jux to let her giv birth.seeing her smile is all i wan.pray hard that i wunt get sick.ard 8 plus,ah bin ask mi call ah dai.than call ah dai he told mi that paramount got tai ji.i was like.err.than how.haix.dunno wan go a not.but heart damn itchy.i cant c my brothers die.so went down.than in the end oso nothing happened.than cabbed to club 9.ah dai new pub.than after that walk back to paramount.plan to go drink in brzio.but in the end oso nv.than went to hong kong cafe tao pao food hm.cause mi n ah dai hungry le.than cabbed hm ard 2.15am.than bath n do things aready 2.45am.tired.but i still wanna blog.cause i wan to let baby noe that i got blog.n let her noe wad hav i been doing.todae work is so tired.so long nv work le.but nvm.xing ku abit nvm.wei le her.i can do anithing.i think i wan go slp le.cause tml nid to work frm 12 to 10.shag.but nvm.i think i end here le.tml got new post than blog.
baby-iloveeuu till bits n pieces.u r foreva the gal i love n oso we mux go through alot of obstacles.
Edmund("v")Jacqueline!

2007-09-06T09:15:00.000-07:00

now i going to start my post again.hmm..sianx.todae i went to kk hospital to meet my baby dad.than he sae he wants to beat mi n charged mi fer doing this to her daughter.ask mi to meet him at 2 pm.so pui q n dino went down wid mi.cause they scared the father beat mi.than after that.i saw baby come in.but she did not even notice mi.haix.she nv look at mi.i didn't even get a chance to talk 2 her.she's being handcuffed due to gals hm.she came wid a staff n a cisco officer.haix.seeing her liddat.my heart realli hurts alot.than after that.the father ask mi go hm.ask mi go down actually wanna talk 2 her.but cant.than jiu go off.but i did not.i waited fer her to come out.but i did not c her.haix.realli feel so sad.tears drooling all the way.haix.than cabbed down to cuppage cause dino n pui q wanna play dota.than jiu go down.play until joelle come down n ask we 3 play billard.play hao le jiu go eat n walk 2 mrt.than pui q dun wan go hm so early.so we headed to mrt than go to joelle house at tampines.the train stop at eunos.i totally change.my mood is so sad.than went to joelle house n drink n play majong.but nv play money de.cause i wunt gamble le.i miss her alot.wad can i do.haix.i hope i can get to hold her hands.talk 2 her.tml will b the firx day of work at amk hub the ntuc.selling mattress.i will work hard.cause i wan to earn lots of money to support her n let her giv birth.no matter wad.i think i will let her giv birth.i dun wan c her crying.her eyes swollen when i saw her walking in todae.haix.realli feel damn bad n sad.i did not even sit fer my eng paper 2.i was totally so upset.when the gal frm gals hm pass msg n sae if i dun wan the baby.jacqueline oso dun wan mi.than she will find her way to giv birth n the baby surname will put hers.i was so frustrated.but nvm.i will wait till this sat the msg than sae.i jux wan her to b happie.no matter how angry or sad am i.i will jux let her b happie n smile everyday like the days i hav wid her!
Edmund loves Jacqueline!

2007-08-05T21:21:00.000-07:00

haix...it been a week that we nv c one another le.haix...i am feeling so sad.no mood at all..haix..i hope to receive ur letter as soon as possible.wondering how r u doing inside there.damn worried.scared they tortue u.i will wait fer u at here no matter wad..i wrote a letter to u.but i dunno whether ur staff will let u read not.haix..i wunt forget the days we hav together.if i hav changed my number.i will let u noe.y god mux take u away frm mi.i hope he can bring u back to mi as soon as possible than living in the hme.haix.mux remember the song.zui hou yi ci.this song reminds mi n u together.but i nv stop giving up writing to u n loving u.misses u every sec day n nite.misses ur hugs n kisses!

2007-07-29T00:45:00.000-07:00

29july-12.45am.

haix.i am so sad.my baby went back in gals hm le.both of us surrender.haix.mux wait fer her to come out on feb.haix.i wil wait no matter wad.haix.baby.i love u no matter wad.i cant stop dropping tears.eyes so swollen.haix.i miss u alot.y mux this happen to both of us.but the 4 days we hav together giv us a memory le.it was so fun hugging one another n slpping.haix.i am going to go in army soon le.sad horn.but nvm.come out frm army can get married wid her le.sianx.i miss her alot.once i look back at our photo.i kip crying.i wunt love anione except u.i dun even hav appetite to eat or mood to go out.haix.baby.pls come out soon n call mi k.i wil b there wherever u nid mi.haix.pls dun forget mi okay.u still got 6mths plus inside.nvm.i can wait de.cause i love u alot.haix.

iiloveeuu

2007-07-18T05:54:00.000-07:00

baby.. it's been damn damn long since i last blog.. wow.. hmm. let me tink wad to write.. i love bibi alot.. thank you for him.. i will love him alot.. i tell u hor.. u better dun bull him.. if nt i will castrate u ah.. muahahaha.. no la.. i whr gt so break duck.. heex.. my mother ask me eat lychee le.. haha.. todae meet my aco, i tok alot to her.. tell her my mum and dad nv tok la, wadeva shit la.. i dun care la.. let my aco settle.. they lyk to complain me so much, bao toh me so much oso complain them lorx.. baby muz bring victor the needle thing ah.. help him pierce his eye.. he sot de.. damn kp in class la.. cnt tahan him ah.. sometyms feel lyk slapping him.. bastard.. so noisy.. one dae dun tok will mati.. haix..i damn sian at hm la.. hmm.. baby.. u still dun trust me ah? i duno la.. i juz feel tt u dun trust me.. bt den nvm la.. i fine wid it.. as lyk wad i said b4, i use to it le.. none of my bf trust me de.. full of excuses de.. u dun trust cn tell me honestly de.. no need sae u trust bt in u, owaes gt the urge to ask me things.. u owaes gt things dun sae.. sae le, alot of things to varify.. tough weneva we varify, we will quarrel abit, bt at the least, we had varified and make things clear.. we noe wad each of us thinkin.. rite.. bt gd thing is we dun quarrel long.. the mst is one nite.. nt one dae.. in fact, a few hrs.. haha.. i miss u alot la.. u ah and ur mouth cn nv stop givin comments de leh.. everydae dun gif comments once will die de leh.. haix.. we go for the big walk k.. baby.. ur donation thing is still wid me.. u noe.. i miss bibi.. bibi todae hyperactive.. haha.. he indeed luv to slp on ur bed hor.. haha he cute.. change the blog pic.. put the pic in our phone.. haha... cos look awful.. i look lyk tk drugs.. so ugly.. haha.. or put my big headed ghost pic inside.. haha.. gd idea.. ur head.. muz put both our pic cos our blog.. sry baby.. long tym cn blog once.. cos seldom cn go online.. baby i shall end here le.. love ya.. muackx.. my luv for u will nv change.. dun doubt me le hor.. owaes lyk tt de u..

baby-loving u is all i need.. nv doubt me agn k.. i will love u jiu will luv u.. muackx..

2007-07-02T22:55:00.000-07:00

oh no!so mani days i nv blog le.so mani ppl complain.whahahas.so i jiu come blog awhile lo.last week realli veri suey!but lucky baby got trail le.can go hm everyday leh.no nid go back gals hm le.happpiee..hahas.than can talk 2 her everynite.but her hp kanna confiscated.sianx.but lucky mummy got a spare phone.than jiu buy a hi card n use firx lo.hmm.nt bad rite.hahas.dunno wad time her tution wid her cousin end.sianx.than i now rotting at hm oso.beri long nv go drink le.haix.nvm.this wk will go wid u all k.i wunt pang seh again le.hahas.lata mayb going to toa payoh popular buy some things.hahas.cause baby wan go.dunno wad she wan buy.so secretive.hahas.siao siao de.hmm.think end here le.bubbyee!!

apple!

2007-06-25T20:09:00.000-07:00

babi!todae i beri angry la.hmmph.nvm la.u should noe y i angry la.in the morning when i pass u de phone.u jiu kip msg.than u nv talk 2 mi.but i noe u kip smiling.haix.i dun like that guy la.grrh!!i dun bother wad he sae to u la.i jux dun like him.wad over is over le ma.y he still nid to come n sae all this.if he think he wan try.i anithing la.wan jiu come.i dun care le la.2 more weeks.i mux realli enjoy.haix.i dun wan quarrel la baby.pls.pls dun liddat to mi.i noe u going trail le.i will get the thing before hand i go in.dun worry.i mayb happie smiling to u now n then.but in my heart.is totally sad.u dun even noe.i trying to control my emotions everytime.i mostly i pian my mouth.than todae lucky saw u.if not i scared u take bus n jiu go off without waiting fer mi.than go sch together.than todae afta send u back.i go hm rest.than my kids 4 of them come meet mi.than ask mi where r u.i sae sat than can c u.cause i wan bring them out on saturday.than meet frm 5plus till 8pm sharp.hehe.than i jiu go hm le.did u eat ma babi.i realli dun wan go lei.haix.80%go20%not.haix.how???damn sad la.cant slp this few days.wanna hug hug u when slp sia.i scared u will go back to ur past.it takes mi so hard to change u lei.haix.babi.i miss u.i think i end here le.cause i haven eat till now afta ban mian in the morning.no appetite!

baby-iloveeuu!all i can do fer u now is all this!hope u reali cherish n enjoy the time wid mi!i will nv change my love fer u.loving u is the greatest thing in my life!

2007-06-24T07:59:00.000-07:00

haix.todae wake up at 11plus.than pack my rm n stuff.than went out wid xiao den at 2.30pm.cause i wan take phone frm him.cause he help mi take frm xiao pang.than jiu go bugis.cause i sae i wan go buy gumantong.than i choose veri long.cause dunno which 1 i wan.than jiu nvm.i jiu go to the shop that siaoahboi bring mi go de.than jiu buy n he teach mi how to pray.now no nid gif milk le.now onli nid giv sweet.pocket now alwyas mux hav sweet.than jiu wait fer demster come down bugis meet us.cause we both damn sianx.than siaoahboi call n sae meet at toa payoh.cause he wan slack.than jiu go there slack.than dinosaur came than talk n talk.than fire they all hungry.jiu go entertaiment eat.but before enteraiment.dino n siaoahboi go stare at 3 ginna pi.than the 3 ginna pi ask his big 1 come down.than jiu talk.than dinosaur call mi n i quickly rush to there.but lucky,no fite n stuff.jux talk nia.hmm.i miss my baby alot.i read all her letters.i feel so heartbroken la.but nvm la.i endure.hmm.y am i so gud to ppl?do i owe them?no rite.but i am good to her cause i realli loves her.hmm.yea.i think i going to end here soon le.cause i nid to sae prayers le.than jiu go pack bag n rest.than tml can wake up go bring babi.muacks.iloveeuu babi!miss u lots.hugs n kisses!

2007-06-23T21:12:00.000-07:00

nw is 4plus in the morning.that means is sunday nite le.i still cant slp.haix.i dunno y i read all those letters i feel so down.y?my heart hurts alot.haix.oh baby y can u change fer others,but nt fer mi.haix.sad case.nvm.lata early morning i going to amk hq report firx.haix.dunno can come out ma.sianx.sadded.todae early in the morning.wake at 8.40,left hm at 8.50.than go find babi.nv c her at gals hm there de bus stop.than jiu headed down to amk.go c all the bus stop.lucky i saw her.if we r not fated to b together.i wunt c u le.than reach le.i call baby.she nv ans mi.than i walk closer to her.than i pull pull her ear.she shocked.than i sae y u nv call mi.than she sae she wan reach mcys use joelle phone call mi.than i orh.does she feel touched when i run all the way to find her?am i dumb or silly?but i think both i am.but is worth it.seriously.i still dunno wad kind of person i am oso.haix.than go her hm help her take specs than go back mcys.the weather is so hot la.than no cab oso.so pek chek.grrrhh!!than walk here n there look fer a damn cab.than lucky got a cab stop n he drove mi there.reach mcys.saw baby n joelle stiing together while waiting fer mi.than jiu go bus stop take bus.cause send her back gals hm.cause no home leave ma.than jiu go gals hm.send her back le.i go hm oso.than frm 2plus.slp till 6plus than go out.meet ah boi n 2 of my kids.2 of my kids wan go put tattoo ma.than jiu go lo.than i pay fer my kids tattoo.1 put tribal n 1 put his name.dun understand y they wan put so small.than jiu go down to cine saw alot of ppl sia.than jiu chat awhile.than my fren call mi.i oso nv ans them.than they call n sae i saw u at cine,but u so dao.than i sae got meh.lol.than jiu walked to cuppage.play billard.no mood play than i oso lose.haix.should not play loser punch.but nvm.$7plus onli.than ard 12 plus 1.took cab alone go hm.cause they all wan go nottie gurl!than i oso cannot go in.mux 21 yrs old.sianx.nvm.than jiu reach hm open baby file jiu read the letters.it was so touching.he can wei le both of them changed.but mi not.haix.loser de mi.nvm.i will buck up.1st person loves alot-JW,2nd person-Bear!haix.so pissed off now la.grrrh!!nvm.i go vent my anger at my things.good nytex.miss u.love u muwacksS!

2007-06-21T10:44:00.000-07:00

babi.nw is friday.nw is 1.45am.i cant get to bed la.i am not tired.i am missing u like hell.sianx.u oso cannot come out pei mi slp nw.nvm.sat i come bring u le than sae.haix.this few days beri moody.kip emo.haix.dunno y oso.feel beri sianx when u not wid mi.cannot get use to it sia.i put new tattoo le.but i onli put hand.nexk i nv put.cause not enuff money.lol.wait fer u to treat mi.hahas.baby.20july my papa birthday.haix.i dunno how to celebrate wid him.cause i scared by that time.my money spend finish le.haix.sad sad sad.nvm.baby.did u eat ma.todae i nv eat.jian fei.hahas.cause i noe u wunt eat.todae n tml i wunt eat.sianx.now drinking alone at hm.so kelian horn.my bros all go chiong.i underage.cant go in.sianx.than oso i dun wan spend money.i think i end here le.everything i wrote on the book le.muwacks.iloveeuu babi

babi-every specials moments spend wid u r precious to mi.nth is more precious than u now!

2007-06-20T09:07:00.000-07:00

baby!!todae i beri good boi!mux prasie mi when u come out okay.hehe.nw is 11.57am.i jux reach hm at 11.30.todae early in the morning wake up.jiu call mummy.ask where is she.than she sae ah ma hm.than ask mi go dwn.than i jiu go down.hehe.than go till 4pm.than c my auntie beri kelian.drink plain water,vomit black water.haix.mayb her organs decomposed le.sad.nvm.than i jiu go interview at kenny rogers.than they sae weekend mux work at least 1 day.than i ani how put sunday.frm 12 to 5.but i dun think i wan work there.cause i dun wan work weekend.cant pei baby n oso the pay so less.haix.tml going to armra hotel c got vacancies ma.than i mux tel them i onli wan work weekday.hehe.than can pei babi le.than afta my interview todae.i go to kbox.than find didi.she look so fat in her uniform.hahas.than i sae she eat n eat la.than jiu talk awhile.than smoke a stick i jiu go off le.i bought something fer u.hope u will like it.than afta that go toa payoh.meet xiao fire than wait fer the rest to come oso.siaoahboi,demster,edwin n kai de.than we jiu headed down to town.cause i wan go taka walk walk.c got thing buy fer u ma.but in the end nth.lol.nvm.than jiu go cuppage play billard.play le jiu go somerset take mrt hm wid demster.than he pei mi walk hm cause i sae i scared.lol.but the fact i nt la.lol.pls.i hu sia.apple lei!hahas.than now at hm le.wanna slp soon.cause tml wan go put angkong.hahas.love u loads.i miss u alot.i nid ur hugs n kisses.our disney love story has begin when i meet u.hahas.
babi-no matter wad,i hope u can wait ba.cause i dunno how long will i b in there.i dun wan tel ani 1.cause i dun wan them to worry fer mi.so i jux wan 2 tel u.iloveeuu!muwacks.
apple ai ni worx!

2007-06-18T09:01:00.000-07:00

babi!!nw is 11.41am.i reach hm at 11.15.hehe.than jiu come blog le.went out at 4pm.cause i wan take a nap.than my bro demster kip calling mi.ask mi where am i.than sae faster come down.cause actually meet 3pm.than i went to slp.hahas.i am so happie todae la.cause both of us can slp so swt.but u this notti gal.wake up so early.thot can slp till 10am.than i saw ur eyes open jiu quickly wake up le.than brush teeth teeth.than cook ai xing breakfast let u eat.so notti.wan eat hot dog.hahas.when i got time.i free.i go buy than put at hm.than cook let u eat.i am so sorrie that i overslept todae.nxt tyme b4 u leave hm.pls call mi firx.n oso i am sorrie that i let u wait fer 5mins downstairs.firx time i let u wait fer mi.hahas.i dunno i wait how mani times fer u le.hahas.nvm.i nt so gei gao de.than jiu take cab send u back to gals hm.haix.dun realli wish to c u go back.cause i wan to spend more time wid u.if not no time le.i realli wan to celebrate every month wid u if i can.cause if i dun.i will regret de.dun u think so.i tel u honestly.everything i sae n do is true.mani ppl tinks that i go stead is becox of lala.but that is all past.nw i dun realli care.cause i think is nt impt.i noe wad is impt n worth de.muacks.i going to make a book fer u.i miss u alot.todae i onli eat 2 bread fer dinner.cause i can tel u that when u nt wid mi.i wunt eat.cause i noe u oso dun eat de.i feel beri sad now.cause i realli dunno wad to do w/o u.hope u faster trail.than can pei mi often.than i oso can pei u more too.got more time fer 1 another.i will nt get bored if let mi c u everyday de.i swear.cause do u noe how much r u impt to mi ma.i tink u noe ba.wad sae is sae.cant b undone animore le.i will giv u swt memories de.i would wan to b the guy that u reali love the most.tml i nt working.going to pei my hia di.cause he damn sad.he jux break up wid the gf.than he sae he wan drive mi out using his bike.than i sae okay w/o hesitating.i think i end here le babi.cause i wan go do the book fer u.muacks.iloveeuu!miss u lots!hugs n kisses!mux remember to miss mi too.n mux meet one another in winnie the pooh land worx.hehe.

babi-it takes time to forget everything.the clue is r_ _g.so easy u still cant figure out.i might as well die le.love u loads.u r my everything!my precious little babi!

2007-06-18T00:35:00.000-07:00

baby!!u loser.ask u blog u still so slow.i noe ur laptop damn lag.hahas.but nvm.i think i going to blog faster than u.cause now i scolding him oso.hahas.todae wake up damn early la.jux to pei baby go to temple.good rite.than babi in the morning.her mood very good.beri sweet n nice.hahas.than afta go my hm rest,watch disc again.hahas.cause she oso abit tired.than both of us jux lie on bed till 6plus.than jiu go jurong point wid kor kor n her gf.than eat kfc le jiu headed hm.babi was so full lahx.hahas.cause i kip feeding her.hahas.until she sae she wanna vomit.poor thing.sorrie babi.than jiu go her hm le.than reach at 10.01pm.late fer 1 min.hahas.than ard 10.30plus got a person call babi hm.than babi jiu talk to dunno hu la.i oso dun care.i continue play gameboy n nv bother to listen to wad she sae la.hahas.than babi put down the phone le.jiu giv mi black face.think mood swing ba.than try to make her smile she nv smile.but nvm.i will try again tml.seeing her smile i feel betta.than now i going to tel u that wad's the clue-r_ _ _!hahas.so ben dan.realli damn happie in the morning till nite but afta that call.my mood oso change too.nvm.i go tel my xin shi to him now.he beri kelian.nv bring him go shopping n kanna scold fer nth.nvm.tml buy chicken drumstick let him eat.i think i end here le.cause babi oso posting too!
babi-u realli mean alot to mi,i cant afford to lose u!no matter wad i will b here loving u.
10may2007
love u!

iie love euu!!

2007-06-17T09:04:00.000-07:00

baby.. dun sad sad k.. cos u sad sad, i oso will sad sad de.. k.. haix.. juz nw one irritatin bastard call mi la.. was lyk.. so irritated la.. tot he die le.. i damn hate him la.. i dun anyhw sae i hate ppl de.. bt tis one really cn mk me sae hate ah.. nvm.. dun care him lorx.. i dun wan bcos him spoil the mood of tis blog.. i wan to be happie wif u.. heex.. i sot le.. haix.. lame la me.. i really abit crazy la.. haix.. baby.. i noe wad my fren sae cos i nv tell gals hm ppl tt i wad ma.. dunwan tell dem so much.. dun sad k.. u noe cn le ma.. rite.. baby.. todae u leave my hse le hvn't tell.. haha.. tell u two jokes lata.. so funny la.. bt i really duno wad to sae la.. bt no matter wad happen, i will still stay by ur side.. and i'll owae miss u.. i love u.. go read ur blog nw.. baobao.. muackx muackx muackx..

2007-06-16T08:04:00.001-07:00

hie!!sianx.ytd friday nv blog.todae morning wake up jiu go gals hm bring baby.cause she come out at 9am cause no tution.than after that slack at her hm awhile than jiu go my hm rest,rent disc watch.than ard 6.30pm.jiu go eat dinner wid her mummy n 1 of her didi.than jiu go walk walk at orchard.cause baby wanna go populuar buy pen.than iu go than ard 9.20 left there.than on train got ppl msg her.than i sae new bf.hahas.than i sae is okay la.trying to b sacarstic lo.than reach her hm less than half an hour.got ppl call pager le sia.ask her to call.than she call n talk n nv notice mi behind alone.nvm de.is okay.use to it liaox.hahas.than now she doing puzzle.while i am blogging.sianx.dunno whether wan go find my brothers ma.m i too stress?or am i too over-sensitive?nvm.is alright la.she has her own freedom.yea.so i will stop her from doing wad she wan to do.sadded mi todae.mood reali damn bad afta she talk on the phone!grrh!!!
apple<3sjacqueline

2007-06-14T12:30:00.000-07:00

this few days i find myself dun talk much.die le.dunno wad happened.mayb got illness?haix.i wan talk more.but i cant.sad.babi.i got lots of things to sae to u.but i cant c u.haix.missing u everymoment now n then.than i dream that nite both of us slpping together at my hm hm.than wake up we jiu go out.than nw i going my grandma hm le.cause i no place to go.than didi call mi at 6pm.ask mi meet him at bugis at 6pm.than jiu meet awhile i jiu go le.but i reach bugis at 7.45.nvm la.let him wait cause he always let ppl wait.retrebution.than i jiu go serangoon north meet ivan,dom,kai de,xiao fire n ah neh.than saw alot of my ex kids at there.than they sae wan come back under wo.but i sae dun wan.i dun wan so mani ppl le.i mux b a changed person.than i meet my bros all because they all kar lan jiao wei.than i am like the middle man.kip helping them to solve problem.once i met u.everything i am like a middle man.hahas.counceller.than ur crazie mei mei ownself at the coffee shop open a bottle of tiger beer.drink herself lo.mad rite.but nvm.i nv drink is okay.sianx.i think i going to emo again le.love u loads

2007-06-13T23:10:00.000-07:00

ello!so bored.dunno wad to blog le.not reali in the mood cause she's not beside mi.no fun n stuffs.haix.wake up at 12plus.than 2 of my ex kids call mi.ask mi go out.than i sae okay.since 1 yr plus nv meet.than jiu meet awhile.than jiu go lucky plaza play pool.cause they wan challenge mi.but still lose to mi.than jiu slack till 9plus.demster call n sae meet him at orchard plaza.cause he wid his mum.than ask we 3 go join him.than go le.we plan to giv ivan a surprised.than jiu go boat quay.than he came down lo.than dem n mi share open lo.cause he going in army le.ke lian de him.but nvm.2 weeks time he will come out le.i end here le.nt in the mood.iloveeuu babi!

2007-06-12T20:37:00.000-07:00

Gd morning!hehe.nw is 11.23 am worx.ytd went out at 6plus than went back hm at 3plus.no fun lo.sianx.w/o my baby by my side.i become more n more emo le.haix.left 2 days jiu can c her le.haix.48 hours or more than that lo.haix.than ytd "mos" got underage party.than i go,cause i admit i underage.alot of us went there.than i saw alot of my frens,but i pretend i dunno them.than they come sae hi to mi.than ah bin jiu sae.wow.apple.dun so fierce lei.so mani ppl at here noe u.than i jiu sae no.they noe mi but i dunno them le.cause i beri good boi le.than meet ivan,dom n ah neh n somerset mrt there.than didi came at 10pm.than kanna scold by dinosaur.cause he late.always liddat de.than jiu headed dwn to cuppage meet dino,bin n belle.than jiu go take bus go "mos".alot of ppl sia.than i heard ytd got fite there.but i dun giv a damn.i miss u babi.i miss u badly.i nid u rite nw.haix.i wanna hear ur voice.did u eat ma.hav u recover?comfirm haven de.cause u dunno how to take care of urself.haix.wo heng xiang ni!!!i think i end here firx.than tonite than blog again if i got time ba.cause i wanna take a nap again.pig!oink oink!wo ai ni worx baobao!

2007-06-11T21:45:00.001-07:00

peek a boo!! hahas.nw is 12.25pm.jux wake up nt long jiu on com le.cause i wanna blog a long long post let babi read.hahas.ytd reach hm at ard 1.cause pei my brothers they all.so long nv c 1 big group le.wow.but haix.still got alot more nv come.cause working ma.cannot blame.than ytd went hospital c my auntie le.than she tel mi b good boi.dun always make my mum sad.than i jiu orh.n she oso tel mi she dying le.haix.than i kip asking her dun anihow sae things.n she told mia joke that her cancer inside the stomach got a mouse.beri big le.cause when she eat.the mouse eat her food.than mouse grow bigger.hahas.i miss my babi badly la.haix.still left wid 3 more days than can c her.baby oso tel mi that she beri scared to smuggle out letter.becox she sae she will write alot de n beri thick.hahas.so cute rite.than when send her back that time.i am sorrie that i giv u a sad face.but i cant take it while cant c u.haix.nvm.finally baby got the burden away le.yea.cause i noe babi time mi.than i purposely ask babi ask that guy to come out.than she realli ask.than i jiu go ask that guy.hu is she to u.than the guy so hum ji.dun dare to admit is the bf.n sae fren onli.than inside bugis the parco.i jiu giv him a slap.than ask him come out talk.is was nt like mi la.cause i so long nv find problem le.i so gud boi le.hahas.than i jiu slap him again cause he peng wei.tha got 2 scratch on his face cause my fingernails long ma.than bloody yilong always sae my firx move is slapping.lol.cause use to it le ma.hahas.than ask him fite 1 to 1.than he dun wan.than i ask him kneel down lo.than he realli wan.i was stunned la.lol.hum ji sia.eh.cannot liddat sae.beri bad.lol.than dino beside mi n jiu damn angry la.cause when i tel him the story.than he jiu 1 punch to his face.than the guy lips break than dino hand got blood.than dino stop le.than i jiu plan to kick his face.but miss it.miss abit onli.sad.but nvm.at least i got punch his nose la.hahas.than jiu went off.than i was so angry la.than i wana giv chase.cause i sot le.than belle n babi come pull mi away.if not i think that guy comfirm bleed like hell de.okok.over is over.dun sae le.hmm.than meet baby de longest ex on our anniversary la.than he giv that type of dumb face.like wan act poor thing la.cause he sae babi wid mi ma.than like sad liddat.bastard.so angry la.dunno y babi like to care so much fer ppl.hahas.nvm.i noe u n him onli fren.is okay to hav ur frens de.i oso hav frens.but i got more bros than frens.hahas.i am sorrie k babi that i sae i slowly walk hm than bath.than i anihow imagine that baby call jw talk ma.if talk than let her talk lo.is becox the jw kip sms her ma.than i c le oso tu lan.hahas.nvm la.is okay.use to it.but sometimes may got the toopid black face de.hahas.i dun mind waking up early to pei u la.i dun wan b cheebuy kia.pang seh my stead de.i wan b 101%gud bf worx.hahas.i think i end here le.cause i dunno wanna go sch ma.sianx.go sch oso sianx.stupid remedial.hahas.think i going back slp le.nytx nytx!i loveeuu babi.everything i sae is frm the bottom of my heart.loving a person finally love mi le!happie!!jumping like a monkey now.hahas!!muacks muacks muacks! iloveeuu! i miss u badly! i nid u by my side every moment!apple loves jacqueline!

yoz..

2007-06-10T09:15:00.000-07:00

baby.. see tt jw emo agn.. dun care him le la.. haha.. hmm.. he sae nth cn mk himhappie nw.. ask him share prob dunwan den i jiu okay lorx nvm.. hmm.. baby.. wad i sae on the bus is true la.. i dun care u xiao hun hun, da hun hun or wadeva hun hun u r, no matter hw xin ku to run abt wif u, i'll still be wif u de.. juz lyk hw i used to b wif jw.. k.. baby.. u noe frm juz nw i feel lyk askin u go tell kong long wad he do ytd 4 u is worth it de.. since he wana noe.. at least he cn noe he did sth worthy la.. bt i tink bck dunwan la.. cos u oso will tell me no need de.. so i jiu put in blog lorx.. haha.. baby.. the tings i sae is sae le.. i wun tk bck my words de la.. my fam all slp le.. left me.. nvm.. lata call u chat.. hmm.. todae was lyk so happie la.. get to slp so long.. haha.. at least u cn rest mre oso ma.. i so break duck la.. owaes wk u up so early wan u to pei me.. heex.. sorrie la.. so guilty la.. lata ur mum sae i bully u.. bt u oso bian kinda guai le.. wa.. sux la the medicine i eat.. i dun lyk.. muz hv tang tang wif me de.. bt u gt gif me tang tang.. last tym he owaes use tang tang or suan mei to hong me go eat medi de.. so unfair.. haha.. bt it's over over.. nw me and him onli cn b frens.. or maybe gd frens.. bt nth else.. yawn.. shacks.. u slowly walk bck.. den u nv call me still sae until so sarcastic cos wan gif u tym to tok to ur fren ma.. wad the ****.. aiya.. forget it la.. nvm.. i noe.. it's okay de.. haix.. todae u acc me go see doc, u're the sec bf tt acc me go see doc.. den i go baby hse watch disc den slp awile den afta tt go meet mei mei.. den somemore muz pass jw his bd present and the ring.. den go buy bd present 4 my mum's bd and a cake to celebrate wif her den jiu go find my anni present 4 baby.. was lyk so hard to find la.. so long to finalize the present.. bt wen baby guessing who i wan to buy the present for den i sae he beri bhb.. dun tink i buy for him horx.. den his face change.. haha.. bt actually is for him la.. haha.. den baby feed me eat medicine den i mk thse funny faces.. cos really sux la.. haha.. i tiredle.. i tink i shall end here le.. buai buai.. nitex.. muackx..

i'm so happy

2007-06-09T08:31:00.000-07:00

baby.. finally i gt the burden away le.. humpff.. hmm.. i duno wad to do juz nw lorx.. haix.. hmm.. baby.. u shouldn't do tt lorx.. u hurt ur hand for nth lorx.. but at least i and tt guy totally break le, no more burden le.. baby.. wen i heard he sae i only his fren, i wan go slap him de.. haha.. really.. i dun care him le.. we even fren also cnt be le.. i oso dunwan tis kinda of fren.. but.. 4get it lorx.. i dun hard up tis kind of guy oso.. haix.. i gt u enuff le.. i wun hong le i promise u.. bt if they hong me i duno ah dun sae i hong them ah.. i nv ah.. at least todae we put an end to it.. nw thr's onli me and u.. and our baby.. heex.. finally i found someone tt truly love me la.. i will do wadeva i promise u.. especially the hong tingy.. i wun hong le.. unless u leave me la.. then i'll be bck to my old self le.. hope tt wun happen la.. i'm oso tired la.. baby, tell u the truth la.. actually being a hongster ish beri sian de.. beri irritating de.. cos i myself oso dun lyk hongster.. bt i'll bcome one is bcos of wad u oso noe la.. it's really beri tiring being one lorx.. bt i tt tym realli ish sian and in the lost of hope lorx.. afta bear is realli out of hope le lorx.. i duno wad is wrong wif me oso.. haha.. bt all is in the past le la.. lyk i sae i promise u le.. i noe u oso dun lyk to see me hong.. rite =P bt really lorx.. juz nw wen he sae he gt another gf, i oso dun feel anything.. i lyk dun care abt him de.. i juz nw i actually wan ask him he okay anot bt afta tt i tink care so much 4 wad.. he dun deserve any of my care lorx.. i gt no such fren.. hmm.. i'm so hot nw la.. cough.. cough.. sick sick le.. BABY!! HAPPY ONE MTH ANNIVERSARY.. LOVE U LOTS.. MUACKX.. MUACKX.. MUACKX..

2007-06-09T00:26:00.001-07:00

oh oh!!4days nv blog le.cause too lazy recently n quite tired.hahas.i think babi gonna beat my pigu le.die le.hmm..than ytd nite hang over.realli talk alot of cock.dunno wad i doing oso.haix.my bros all ask mi to ask her tt question.but i dun wan.i dun wan quarrel.i dun wan find problem oso.but is too love her le.crazy apple!lols.hmm.than todae late go dwn bring baby.but so lucky that she jux come out.hahas.than i jiu quickly stop cab n run to her.hahas.sianx.nw at her hm.waiting fer her to bath hao than go my hm.than go dwn bugis meet my bros they all.all steady at there le.whahahahas.so happie la.this few days we may quarrel alot.but is okay.i eh tahan de.i apple lei.kia zai zai.hahas.hmm.than jiu ask babi call that guy come dwn.i jiu start le worx.mayb onli.c the situation.hahas.hmm.think i end here le.cause i dun like to use laptop.damn hard to type la.grrrHH!
wo shi zhen de hao ai ni worx!

2007-06-04T23:39:00.000-07:00

oh no!3 days nv blog le.hahas.cause busi.lol.this 3 days was so happie.but on that day baby sae saturday nt going out wid mi.haix.damn sad.dunno how.mayb go find my own thing do ba.haha.cause babi busy ma.go meet the dunno hu lo.haix.dun understand her.she nv sae wanna bring mi go cause she noe i will do smth bad.haix.nvm.i ask bois to go follow her.if nt i scared that guy come again.grrh!!damn pissed off when i think of this.this few days hav been bringing her go sch,go hm.i noe u love mi.but do u noe i am like a third party now.haix.i feel damn uneasy.haix.babi.how?beri fan now.haix.this coming sunday i n babi 1 mth le.haix.but i dunno my mood will b gd or bad.haix.i noe we could last long.but we oso mux accept the fact.cannot always liddat de ma.haix.i think i end here le.tel u more tml.

2007-06-02T22:09:00.001-07:00

ehh!!sianx.so sad la.baby sick fer so long le.haix.still haven recover.ytd was so angry wid baby.than i ju throw temper.walked dwn the stairs n sit there smoke.cause she was like dun care abt mi lo.always talk on phone wid dunno hu.wad can i do.nth ma.haix.nvm.if liddat reali cannot change.that's all i can do.than ytd meet my parents at citylink de new york restaurant.cause my ah ma birthday.n is was the firx time my bro n i bring our gf out wid parents.hahas.like grow big le.than reach baby hm.mayb hav a misunderstanding quarrel.dunno wad i doing oso.nvm.is my fault.hmm..than went hm at 11.30 ytd.than todae jiu wake at 6.than jiu bath n stuffs jiu reach babi hm le.than ard 9plus.her papa wake up.saw mi hugging her.than we jiu go smoke.than the papa ask where we go.than i sae staircase.the papa ask mi alot of question la.grrrh!!!nvm.giv babi face.dun quarrel wid him.lol.than wanna go out watch movie le.but dunno where to watch.sianx.end here le ba.muacks!

2007-06-01T05:52:00.000-07:00

ello!nw is 8.37pm.hahas.i nv go out todae afta send babi to hm.sianx.hahas.cause i dun feel like going out too!broke le.hmm.todae early in the morning wake at 5.30am.cause i ask xiao ding tang call mi.cause i wanna go bring baby.hahas.than jiu reach there at 6.45.hahas.than baby jiu come out jux in time.saw her wid her dad.than the dad was so cute.hahas.than jiu chat abit lo.hahas.than baby dad sae wanna take cab go.than jiu cabbed there n it cost 15 bucks la.so ex.lol.hahas.than reach there le.baby dad ask mi to wait outside cause baby nid to go in le.but the fact.is onli 7.35 la.so early.n sch starts at 9 lo.lol.than babi dad rushing to work.seeing him running here n dere realli beri kelian.haix.wei le send baby go.mux cab here n dere.but nvm.cause his daughter ma.hahas.than after that saw shannon they all.than jiu talk awhile n saw mdm wooo!!!!hahas.than i call her.she like looking at the back.but no 1.than i shout again.hahas.than she turn n wave at mi.hahas.than baby jiu sae go to the bus stop where de whole class is.than jiu go lo.than mdm woo sae my maths done until beri bad.haix.nvm.think babi will guide mi le ba.than i jiu go cck.cause babi nid to go do science practical le.than i jiu go off wid xiao ding tang.we went to eat breakfast.slack awhile.than wait fer babi at there.than jiu send her back hm le lo.than baby was like so excited to noe ppl la.kip sae this person beri familiar.than cover my mouth than still shout at mi.haix.but nvm la.use to it le.than todae raining too.i am so drenched la.abit flu le.but i eh tahan.lol.than ask babi wad time nid to go pick her up.she nv tel mi.haix.how!!nvm.tml i wake up early than jiu go there wait lo.haix.than jiu go hm wid ding tang n the rest come find mi at my hm.n slack n talk.than afta that i wan cut hair they pei mi go n buy new dyed.bought alot lahx.i so kiasu lahx.hahas.than nw jiu dunno wad to do.so blog lo.haix.todae actually to b a happie day.but turn out a so called sad dae la.nvm.as long she's happie.i am happie too le.yup!we will last long de.end here le babi!iloveeeu!gd nytex.slp tite tite.chocolates dreams!dun let bed bugs come bite u k.muacks!

2007-05-29T23:28:00.000-07:00

boo!hahas.ytd was so tired lahx.than nv blog.hehe.than jux reach hm.nw is 2 plus.hahas.cause this wk exam ma.sorrie babi.that i cant send u back in this 2 days.i noe u comfirm miss de tyme de.hahas.but nvm.i will everyday come pick u.tml vesak day.u oso cannot come out.nvm.i go earn money.work le than we spend together.buy dog dog.hehe.baby.no matter wad.i will b by ur side de.dun worry.dun think so much okay.i am a different person.i will b dere wheneva u nid mi.like u c.i nv go test.jux to pei u.hehe.lata gotta go work le.sianx.but nvm.earning money is gd.than can buy the things we like ya.muacks.write till here.lata at nite than write more.

2007-05-28T09:02:00.000-07:00

peek a boo!babi nv blog le.always blog all the nonsense.hahas.but nvm.i feel so happie la.babi todae so cute la.call mi wake mi up.than i jiu go meet her.hehe.good horn.i am so in love wid her la.on sunday nite.left her hm ard 11 plus.than jiu go hm rest.to fire,ivan n the rest.i am sorrie that i nv go down.pls dun b angry okay.we r still bros.we stay united as 1.todae went babi hm le.than jiu slp.left her hm at 2.cause she going back gals hm.than i nv go sch take exam n no mc.hahas.cause i sae i wan pei her.i sae de things i realli do it.hahas.last time always sae things wunt do.but nw got confidence.cause once she enters my life.i realli changed alot.thanks babi.i miss u so badly lahx.than after send her back.i jiu go hm change.bath than go meet my cousin.than we go work together.hahas.than ivan jiu sae tml go zouk.than i sae hu got go?than he sae he nw jio ppl than will tel mi tml.hahas.nw damn sianx lo.cause nv hear baby de voice.haix.realli hope she will faster trail.than jiu got time spend wid mi.hehe.baby.i think i blog till here.cause i am tired.eyes closing le.muacks.iloveeuu!

2007-05-27T03:28:00.001-07:00

hello!todae woke at 7am.cause babi call n wake mi up.hehe.she slp at 3plus.than woke at 7.i am sorrie that i sae all those hurting words.hope u forgiv mi baobei.cause we mostly quarrel is becox of him.if he nv appear.i wunt so pissed off.i am sorrie babi that i nv ask u slp early ytd ntye!haix.than jiu left hm at 9.20am.than go but milk,apple juice n tibits.cause i brought vcd go baby hm watch.cause she sae she wan watch.than i jiu bring lo.than 2pm.both of us hungry le.so went dwn to eat ban mian.than reach baby hm back at 3.42pm.than baby papa jiu rush her go bath.cause she haven bath.lazy zhu zhu horn.hahas.baby always like to let ppl wait de.ytd at heeren.eat slowly.than my group of bros n kids waiting fer her to finsih lo.hahas.but nvm.hu ask her is apple de stead.cause apple always slowly de.hahas.than nw she at marina square wid her parents n aunts.so i going down meet her le.end here firx.lata at nite come back than write more.hehe.muacks!

sorrie..

2007-05-26T16:58:00.000-07:00

baby.. i'm sorrie abt ytd.. i tink i've let my emotions run wild.. i'm nt lyk u, noe hw to control my own emotions.. i cn nv control my emo.. tt's y i beri emotional de.. dui bu qi.. u nw still slping.. i cnt slp le so i go dwnstairs walk walk, buy cigarette, top up my hi card.. actually i wana u to cm earlier de.. bt dunwan la.. let u slp.. i noe ytd wad i sae hurt u alot.. bt wad u sae oso hurt me.. sae wad u nt someone hu will let ppl bully so easily.. if i bully u muz pay a price de.. wah lau.. at tt moment, i feel lyk cring.. sae until lyk i bully u.. if u tink i really bullyin u den okay lorx.. i'm so sorrie.. i dunwan to quarrel wif u la.. abt wad i sae earlier abt i love u, i wun tk my words bck.. cos i've tld u tt once i sae tt, thr's no wae i could tk bck my words.. tt's y i tink b4 sendin it to u.. ytd, i cn't get to slp so i've been tinkin through abt all tis while.. i noe i sometyms went abit overboard.. and sometyms i neglected ur feelings.. maybe i'm nt someone gd enuff 4 u.. bt i'll try my best to be someone gd enuff 4 u.. ytd wen we were tokin, it sounds as if we're going to end our relationship soon.. i was lyk so sad la.. wen u sae i duno hw to appreciate the tings u've done 4 me, u sounded as if u're going to break up wif me lorx.. tt's wen i found out tt i cn't dun hv u.. humpff.. maybe u could sae tt ish bcos i'm use to hvin u by my side.. i duno abt tt bt i onli noe tt i cn't hv u.. in our 2 wks plus i tink tis ish our 2nd tym saying tings tt hurt each other so damn much bt i'm owaes the one tt started to sae tings tt hurt u so much.. i'm sorrie.. i tink i shall end here cos i wan help my father mop the floor.. buai buai.. love ya too.. muackx..

sadded..haix..

2007-05-26T10:14:00.000-07:00

googoogaga..haix.. babi.. u happie tapi i nt happie.. ish lyk so sad la the ting u sae juz nw.. i kana sae duno hw mani tyms by Sergius todae le lorx.. bcos i nv msg or call him 4 the whole dae.. he still sae i 4get him.. wadeva la.. i dun care le la.. haix.. shackx.. duno la.. u dun sae urself until so bad cn.. u nt so bad la.. u dun owaes lyk tt cn.. u r nt at fault.. it's my fault.. i duno la.. baby.. it's nt tt i hv no confident in myself.. bt u oso noe i gt bf den i still wif u.. it's my fault.. since i noe i gt bf le, i shouldn't hv accepted u in the first place.. i dunwan ur bros to owaes sae u bcos of me.. i msg ppl la, i timing la.. i dunwan to owaes see u suffer bcos of me.. u owaes wk up early, u tk all ur dae's tym to pei me, owaes kana sae by ur bros, owaes spendin so much money on me, ask u save, u oso dunwan.. i duno la.. nw i duno wad to do oso.. it's tt i dun trust u.. ish i dun trust myself.. i duno.. i feel lyk crying nw too.. i duno y i owaes kana hurt.. bt wen thr's someone who's really gd to me or really luv me, i wun treat them gd de.. i duno i tkin revenge or it's my retribution wen guys dun treat me gd.. haix.. i'm lyk so tired le lorx.. i noe Sergius ish lyk tt.. bt den i duno la.. i'm sry la.. i noe the letter tt i wrote tt tym ish beri hurtin la bt i tt tym tension ma.. sry la.. i noe u change alot le.. bt.. i oso duno la.. tis two wks plus i really had my fun.. i shouldn't hv said tt i luv u.. bcos if i luv u, i shouldn't do tis to u.. i shld nt lorx.. i still dun hv any confident.. i'm so damn tired le.. really.. so sad lorx.. haix.. my life really sux la.. SUX.. u understand the word sux.. u noe, i oso owaes tok to our baby.. haix.. i sad will tok to it.. i will smell baby la, den i owaes ma fan ur bro to drive me bck,i owaes let them wait so long, lyk one so ma fan ppl..haix.. i'm sry.. gd nitex.. muackx..

2007-05-26T09:25:00.000-07:00

left babi hm at 11.38.than cabbed dwn while babi pei mi talk.so gd ryte.hahas.than jiu reach hm at 12 sharp.wow.than jux nice mummy call.ask where am i.i sae hm dwnstairs.she sae okok.than i jiu reach hm n pom pom.i noe babi now reading my blog.i dun think she can finish lo.so long.hahas.i nv eva ask anithing frm her before.cause i noe she being hurt until like hell.so i plan not to let her get hurt animore.so i will take gd care of her.hehe.i noe i cant b a good bf.but nvm.slowly.takes time ma.hahas.todae is her turn to post.but my backside damn itchy.wanna post.cause i got the urge to post.cause babi sae she loves mi.wow.hahas.waiting fer her to call now.but i told her afta she read.eyes abit tired.cause jux drop tears.hahas.nvm.use to it le.hahas.she may think she treat mi bad.but not.is jux that i am realli hopeless.can let my stead go do wad she like.i dun wan control cause the feeling sux.hahas.so sometimes i walk away because she got msg or phone call.hahas.but dunno hu lahx.cause she nv sae de ma.so kip quiet lo.hahas.end here le ba.lata babi sae i beri lor so.hahas.ILOVEEUU BABI JACQUELINE!

2007-05-26T07:38:00.001-07:00

nw at babi hm.she place piano let mi listen.todae is the firx time babi sae that she loves mi.she sae is impossible to turn back her words.but i onli noe she loves mi nw.2wks 2daes together.than now finally sae.hahas.i wunt let u dwn de.hahas.thank u babi.than jux nw afternoon ard 2 plus 3 still at ur hm.was so fun.but afta that i giv a face to u becox of a phone call that person make to u.i am sorrie babi.cause i noe he call u.cause i c ur phone de ma.haix.was so pissed off la.haix.dun realli wish to sae.but i cant.so angry lahx.nvm.i noe now u still timing,but nvm.i cant do anithing.i am such a loser i noe.i am easily jealous.sorrie.everything i say n done.is fer ur good.i realli dun wann c u back to last time again.so hard to overcome.like wad u wrote in the letter.on that day i come bring u frm gals hm.i am so sad la.i on the bus dunno wad to sae.but i can onli sae i care.i love u fer hu u r.not ur body or ur money.haix.hope things will go betta fer both of us ba.until now i wants to cry.i dun dare cry infront of u.i kip control until i reach hm bath than cry.becox i wanna let u noe i can control my emotions.cause i dun wan to let u c i sad.i noe u going to sae i nt straightfoward.i am stating the facts now.i am a guy hu is jealous,loser,useless,dumb n good fer nth.jux nw fire call wo.ask mi go drink.i sae lata than sae.but i wunt go de.becox sat n sun is ur onli time.so i wants to spend more time wid u.i end here le babi.hope u understand wad am i talking.i post almost everyday.hope u realli do mean wad u sae.if u r not free fer mi.u can let mi noe de.i dun mind de.thanks fer spending such a beautiful evening tyme wid mi.

2007-05-25T23:12:00.000-07:00

da tang!nw at babi de hm.she's bathing.while nw i waiting fer her to get ready than i go hm bath.than go find her n her fren at tampines.hehe.todae woke at 7.than went back slp till 7.30.than jiu prepare go gals hm meet babi.than pei her go tution at mcys.i waited 2 hours la.but nvm.is worth.hahas.than after that baby jiu call her mummy come bring her.hahas.than bring le nw i at her hm while her mum go work.lol.than reach her hm jiu feed her eat medicine.so good rite.than she sae i force her de.so notti lo.ahahas.than she was like ultra hyper.jump here n there.i think i end here le.cause i think she coming out le.so i mux go pei her le.bubbyye.

babi,now sick le worx.i oso cannot take care of u when u not feeling well.than when u reach ur own hm.sae mi until i force u eat medicine.beri wad lo.beat ur pigu ahx.hehe.muackS!

2007-05-25T10:08:00.000-07:00

wee u weet!hahas.happie birthday to ah bin.18yrs old le worx.hahas.jux reach hm at 12.59am.cause dinosuar got tagging.nid to reach hm at 1am.so i pei him lo.but the fact i oso want to go hm early la.hahas.cause tml nid to go bring baby go tution.than go back gals hm than can go hm le.yeah!hahas.but afta that she goin out wid her long time fwen.than i jiu go hm take a nap.wait fer my kids to come meet mi.hehe.cause tml got thing at cine.so i bring them all down.todae reach hm at 4.13pm. afta send baby back to gals hm.than jiu reach hm bath,switch on aircorn n slp.plan to meet my kids at 5pm.but instead of 5.i meet them 6.30.i am sorrie.cause i am too tired.than i jiu slp until dom call n my kids call.hahas.bomb my phone lahx.wad the hell.wake mi up while i in my lala land wid baby.hahas.so idiot lo.than cabbed dwn to east coast.wow.todae i jiu spend 40 bucks in 5mins lahx.dots.giv moi kids 20 bucks take cab.cause too mani of them le.grrh!!nvm.hahas.than i n dom take cab.he pay.than dino n i take cab i pay.cause he nid to run back up.if not the alram will ring.hahas.poor thing.hahas.tml nid to wake up early cause i promise baby that i will pei her go tution.hehe.so gd rite.i done so much le.i dunno whether she got feel anithing ma.haix.than ytd nv c her.todae c her le.but she wrote the letter to mi so short lahx.but nvm.hahas.alot of things to sae todae lahx.early in the morning wake up jiu take bus to paya lebar than take mrt to kembagan wait fer babi.actually no nid go sch de.but babi got test.so i plan to pei her lo.hehe.hahas.than jiu smoke than go to sch.than while walking to sch.i sweat like hell lahx.wad the hell.early moring like water fall.grrh!!so hot lahx.than bai jiu sae.this is the firx time i c u sweat so much lahx.than i was like hmm.ya.hahas.than baby go class hav her test le.while i in my classroom revising my physics n bio lahx.hahas.so good boi horn.finally i think through le.mux study.hahas.than baby paper end le.but is onli 9-10am.so we jiu headed to my ah ma hm eat breakfast lahx.hahas.than babi eat pig organs soup while i having my vegetarian mee fen n soya bean drink.hahas.after that jiu go up to my ah ma hm.than reach at 11.sit till 11.40 than headed back to sch lo.cause another paper start at 12-1.30ma.hahas.than jiu buy sweet let her eat in class.than i went down to 7-11.intend to buy card.but nv lahx.hahas.cause dinosaur sae he make a card.than i n dom jiu pao a hongbao giv him.than jiu saw brianne n samuel,so we plan to go kfc eat lunch because they hungry.than i anithing lo.but i nv eat.cause realli damn full le.but kfc alot of ppl so we went to mac.hahas.afta eating.they pei mi go ntuc fairprice.cause i wanna buy cream.cause i find my hair was so hard lahx.grrh!!than buy hao le jiu go up class slack n wait fer babi lo.than after test.she kip her table n dunno talking to hu lahx.i oso dun wanna ask.if she wanna sae than sae.dun wan than nvm.hahas.i now is liddat le.dunno y?hahas.mayb use to it lahx.but still will du ji.hahas.than jiu send her back to eunos cause she nid to go back in le.afta that.i standing at the place which she ask mi to c her.i waited fer like 15mins lahx.than nv c her again.than i jiu take bus 25 go lorong ah soo.than walk abit beri far lahx.than jiu take 53.than reach hm rest le lo.hahas.than todae bin birthday ma.my brother lei.so went down.help him peng gan.than his fwen all oso noe de.than they ask mi where i die to.i sae i die to no where.lol.than kip chit chatting la.hahas.so long nv talk wid them fer so long.hahas.than ah boi n his ite fwen come down.bin face changed sia.cause he onli ask boi come,but he bring the fren.nvm.than i jiu go hm le lo.hahas.tml babi turn to blog le worx.hahas.so mon to fri i blog.sat n sun her turn.we share our blog n thoughts together.hahas.gd rite.of course.i apple ma.hahas.

babie-to u.u may think i hong.but in the fact.i nv okay.cause i realli dun le.i oso dunno y?mayb love hav got the power.hahas.i am sorrie.i no i got no right to interfere in wad u do.but no matter wad.u will hav my support.study well okay.jia you.i will b by ur side every moment.2wks n 2 days together le.wow.so happie la.time passes beri quickly.muacks!!iloveeeuu!

2007-05-24T08:48:00.001-07:00

peek a boo!hahas.came hm at 11.07pm.cause jux came back frm work.baby todae nv go sch cause no exam fer her.so sad.i miss her so badly until my eyes nw blue black le.hahas.big big panda le worx.hahas.todae wake at 7am.dadiee jiu drive mi n mummy go ah ma hm.cause i wan go c my auntie.she beri kelian.got cancer n onli can last till 9mths.n nw,anitime will leave us.i am so upset lahx.than i took bus to sch.than was so lonely lahx.cause the past 1 wk.i go sch wid baby together.than todae i feel so uneasy.haix.but nvm.tml i plan to meet baby again.than go sch wid her.hehe.tml i no sch,but i still wanna pei her go cause i wanna revise some of the exams coming on nxt wk.so scared lahx.haven even started studying.todae hav english test.think will fail because i dun even noe how to do.without her nagging n scolding.i dun even hav mood to do the paper lo.haix.may miss my baby too much.todae do the paper 1.it took mi half an hour.than i jiu slp an hour plus.hahas.than paper 2 i nv slp.i cant slp.cause the paper is so hard.than i kip looking out of the window.trying to get ans frm the god.lol.than afta sch jiu go back ah ma hm cause my aunt ask mi to help her buy kfc de potato.cause she sae she beri long nv eat.so i jiu buy lo.c i so good boi.if baby noe this.i think she will praise mi de.hehe.than i chatted wid my cousin.i sae i wanna buy dog.than she sae i mux noe how to save money firx.n i oso mux hav time to take care of it.than i sae i will.cause i realli love dogs too.hehe.than jiu go work frm 5 to 10.than kor kor the bf birthday todae.then kor kor n gf n her fwens come to my workplace find mi.cause they wanna buy cake.than jiu eat at there lo.so stupid lahx.it cost ard 200 bucks to eat a simple meal n a birthday cake.my workplace beri smart to tok ppl de.so die die oso dun go there eat if u dun hav money.hahas.than tml is ah bin birthdae.at east coast.so i will b going down wid my lovely kids.hahas.i think i end here le.cause i am trying to slp.cause i wanna bring baby go sch tml.hehe.

babi-u r like a star to mi.u r shinning so brightly.u r so far away frm mi nw.i realli hope u can faster trail.than jiu can pei mi le.my heart hurts when i did not c u.cause without u,i dunno wad to do.i realli hope to c u as soon as possible.i wan to feel ur hugs n kisses.the feeling is so great that i nv had before.jux wanna feel that u r all mine & i love u!muacks!

2007-05-23T03:23:00.000-07:00

shh shh!!!nw is 5.33pm.i late to b back hm.cause i promise babi that i will go hm afta fetch her back hm.hahas.but i jux reach hm.than so tired la.dunno wad to do.than feel like slpping.hahas.todae went to sch wid baby again.go kembagan meet her.gd rite.hahas.cause she always take bus frm hm to there take train.hehe.than we jiu walk to sch.hehe.baby so gd gal.always write to mi letter.hehe.but letter quite short because she nids to study.than so nv write damn long.hehe.than i waited fer her to go break.than i was half an hour late again.hahas.than teacher nv sae anithing.jux put a tick on the piece of paper instead of writing the time late.hahas.than jiu end sch.jiu wait fer babi.hehe.than i lie to teacher sae i got work todae.hehe.think they so toopid believe mi.hahas.than jiu go bring baby hm.than we take train lo.was like so funni lahx.hahas.always take train got seats fer both of us to sit de.so good rite.than baby n mi was so cute.we forget to stop at eunos cause she playing wid her phone.dunno hu she msg to.than jiu kip her phone.than i jiu sae we forget to aloght.so was like so blur oso la.hahas.than the msg she send is to mi.n i am jux beside her.was so cute lahx.i thought she sending sms to her *frens*.but is to mi.saying that"baby,i going back hm ler,muacks".hahas.cute rite.we kip playing here n dere la.so fun lo.hope everyday liddat.hehe.than afta baby go back hm le.my lovely kids call mi sae they got problem.than i was like so angry.ask them find the person number giv mi.than i call le.he ask mi go compass talk.than i jiu go dwn.than talk until wanna fite le.but in the end nv la.cause i sae,my kids wunt fite becox of gals.so he understand n we walk off lo.so lame rite.lol.than headed hm wid dino.cause he go dwn oso ma.hahas.than i n him jiu plan wad to giv ah bin on his this coming birthday.hahas.than i reach hm jiu on com lo.cause i wanna let babi noe i will blog everyday.tml nv meet her.cause she nv go sch.cause no exam.haix.missing her like hell lo.i wanna baobao her.sad.nvm.friday i no sch.i go bring her to sch.than she got 2 hours break.i jiu pei her.hehe.end here le.cause i haven write diary.hahas.

babi o babi.i dun even wanna interfere in wad u doing.cause i dun wan to find quarrel wid u.i am so happi wid u this 2 days.hope it will bring us more joy n laughter day by day.i will celebrate ur birthday wid u de.dun worry.hehe.wadeva i promise u.i will do it.cause i am apple.trust mi.realli wanna feel that u r always by my side.n i loveeuu!!! I missing u badly rite now!!! muacks!!!

2007-05-22T09:01:00.000-07:00

22nd may2007

boo!haha!scared u rite.lol.hmm.todae went to gals hm outside.waited fer babi like so long la.but she dunno i go dere.i went there is nt asking fer forgivness.is jux that i wan to let her noe that i truly loves her.i nv eva will lie to her.than at 7.40am she came out.think she pretend to dun c mi.than dun wan talk 2 mi until on bus n on train.i was like so sad la.like got nth to talk 2 mi.i nv slept the whole ytd nite lahx.was so tired lahx.but nvm.is worth.hehe.than jiu started talking before enter class.hahas.than i jiu pei babi go break.cause my break ends at 11.but i go till 11.30.cause i wanna eat wid her.hahas.than 2pm break again.teacher wana kip mi back fer lunch becox i am late fer his class.so i agreed lo.than i tel babi.than she sae she wan pei mi.than teacher was so good lahx.he giv mi 15mins break becox i am a man of my word.cause i sae i will stay back jiu stay back.hehe.than i n baby went to 7 eleven to buy some swts n chocolates becox her mouth is so itchy.hahas.notti horn.beat her pigu.hahas.than we bring the swts up to classroom eat n she came to my class n sat beside mi.like act if was her own seat.but nvm.lucky sitting on my sit.if nw my other classmates will kpkb.hahas.than baby end sch at 3.30.than she jiu go toilet drag awhile.than go 5th floor ask teacher maths awhile.than jiu sign out at 3.50.jux nice i can go.jiu quickly ran down to 2nd floor to find her.hehe.than we jiu walk to mrt.she was like so talkative afta we okay le.hahas.but it was so good.i love to talk.hahas.than jiu send her back to gals hm than i took bus to her hm there.than took cab to paya lebar than waited fer bus go work.hahas.it was such a beautiful dae.but i am realli ultra super duper tired.wanna slp anitime le.nw is 12.25am.hehe.think end here.buai buai

To babi:i will love u fer hu u r nw.nt the last time u.cause u realli do changed alot fer mi.i am so touched.hehe.n mux remember our promises okay.wo ai ni.u will b foreva the person i love!no matter wad obstacles we had to go through.i will still b by ur side.muacks!

2007-05-21T08:54:00.000-07:00

21st may 2007!

ello!todae wake at 7am.cause i promise baby to go to sch wid her together,than i jiu go ubi meet her.than jiu call her.but she still slpping.dots.but nvm.hu ask mi to love her.of course mux patiently wait.than she come down le.than we took bus no 5 to bukit merah central.than both of us like so tired la.cause due to sat n sun ultra late slp.than jiu listen song until fall asleep in bus.reach sch at ard 9.15 to 9.20.than my form teacher jiu ask mi y i so early come.than i sae i wanna study in sch cause exam wan come le.than she gei siao jiu ask mi.sae that there is smthing going on.than i jiu act blur.jiu ask her wad ting.than she jiu sae,u n jacqueline r an item?than i was like so pissed off.how did she noe.than she sae that day she pass smth to u.than like we r an item.no logic rite.nvm.than afta that.i die oso nv admit.cause baby sae dun let the sch noes.if not she will be extended.so i jiu guai guai listen.than i jiu msg baby.than she sae that her form teacher oso got ask her.than i oso like dunno wad to do lo.than i jiu sae.if we admit.will anithing happen?but in the end we nv admit.than jiu break time le.than waited fer baby at level 2.cause she sae she wana eat ban mian.so i wait n my break left wid 15mins.but i dun giv a damn.than jiu feed baby eat cause is so hot la.than help her blow than afta that went back to class.than 2pm break agian.than i jiu went to press money n eat mixed vegetables n rice.than jiu again headed back to class lo.thanbaby jiu pass mi our dairy.than ask mi read.i am like so sad la.i noe she got bf.but they all like seldom contact.but i dun care.she sae she was so confused to choose.haix.than she 3.30 end sch n i ends at 4pm.than she told mi that she sign out le.than going to take mrt le.but in the end.i dunno she's waiting outside fer mi lahx.i am so touched.if she go to mrt there.i oso will walk quickly to catch up on her cause i wanna send her back go hm hm.but she told a lie.nvm.than both of us jiu walk to mrt together n than nv talk.cause i think we r so cold having a war.than jiu reach eunos mrt le.than walk to bus stop.than bus come n board the bus still nv talk.so we use my hp come type.than i sae some hurt her de things.i sae i tend to giv up.it was because i too love u le.so mani guys out there fer u.but y do u choose mi.than my eyes de tears roll down onto my cheek.until nw still rolling.than b4 she go back inside.she put a msg.sae that she love mi.n intend to write she loved mi.this is the firx time she saes she love mi.i am kinda surprise.so i plan to tml wake up early.go to her hm outside wait fer her to come out.i wanna let her noe that my love is true fer her.

baby,i am so sorrie abt todae.i realli did nt mean it.cause i am jealous.seeing so mani ppl kip msging u.kip calling u.i was like so jealous.i noe is my fault.i think is nt too late.becox i show you a hand sign.that i love u b4 u go back in.i think i end here.cause i wanna rest.too tired le.muacks.iloveeuu!

haix..

2007-05-20T09:19:00.000-07:00

baby.. i noe u sacrifice alot 4 mi la.. ish lyk so touchin lorx.. the tings u sae to me everydae.. baby.. ya.. i admit tt i was kinda jealous ytd.. though i actually meant to disturb u onli la.. bt i duno y, the mre i read, the mre sad i am.. i eventually cried ytd.. machiam i wad lorx.. den i sae myself.. i sae myself crazy ah cos u oso noe my tinkin abt guys lorx.. den y muz i cry.. bt den my tears stil roll dwn uncontrollably.. humpff.. baby.. i'm realli tryin my beri best to tink tt u're diff frm the rest lorx.. haix.. baby.. u tell mi wad to do la.. wa lau.. baby.. stil beri warm lehx.. the fan oso nt enuff lorx.. u c ah tml i go bck gals hm sure dao one lorx.. cos tis two daes slp late.. baby.. i really dunwan u to sacrifice for me lorx.. i find it beri unworthy lorx.. u slp late juz bcos of accompanyin me la, u wk up early oso bcos of me la.. ask u slp longer oso dunwan.. haix.. really nono wad to do lorx.. duno wad to sae to u.. i find myself beri bad la.. todae wif ur didi was lyk bullying u lorx.. lyk gif u attitude lyk tt.. haix.. sry baby.. lately i keep testin ur patience.. haix.. sry.. ya lorx.. lately u keepin sae the firx tym tis, the firx tym tt.. haha.. funny la u.. even todae i hug u at simei the bus stop u oso sae firx tym, i help to fan u oso sae the firx tym.. haix.. i really dunwan u to sacrifice so much 4 mi.. i really pity ur didi.. the jason oso.. haix..baby.. i duno hw to thank u lorx.. duno la.. baby.. i'm really sry and thankful towards u.. i miss ya.. muackx..

2007-05-20T09:09:00.001-07:00

wei baby!i noe u r reading my blog n talking to mi.hahas.i jux wanna let u noe how much i love u.i will gib my life away jux b wid u.so i sae little prayer.jux wanna b wid u.god brought us together.like the 1st day of our interview.u dun like mi becox i dun wanna cut my hair.hahas.but now wad!we r together.hahas.so cute rite.everyday i will come sch wid u.meet at redhill.than go sch together.than end sch.send u back to gals hm.than i jiu go work.hehe.happie lahx.but i noe that u dun trust ppl so easily.cause u hav been hurt alot of tymes.but i am like here to save u.hehex.i dunno u love mi nt.but i can feel bit by bit.nbm.at least abit oso betta than nth.hahas.but i onli noe my love fer u is real.hehe.wad past is past.we mux adapt to our new life.like how we begin our new relationship.hehe.so cute.at firx u told mi 2 wks.but in the end.i gt the ans when we kip writing letter to one another.i will kip all the letters properly.cause they r my precious.jux like u r my precious baby.no matter wad.i'll stand by ur side.no matter wad mood u hav.i will try to make u laugh.making u happie.i noe i am suffering.but i dun mind.cause love a person realli mux scraficse.i begin to like winnie the pooh back le.cause it bring mi alot of happie memories wid u.end here nw.cause u r replying mi le.hehe.

Edmund-peek a boo-Jacqueline!!

2007-05-20T08:38:00.000-07:00

20may2007-11.41pm

whoo!!nw i am at hm le.jux pom pom hao.i am sick fer a wk n 2 days le.haven recover.dying.lol.than jux nw went back to baby hm wid her.cause i wanna learn maths.than she teach mi.she was like so smart la.no nid c oso noe which trigo formula.hahas.i am so toopid lahx.dun even noe how to do.but afta she teach.i become smarter n smarter.hahas.hmm..todae morning at 9.26am.than ask mi to wake up.hehe.than i wake at 9.45am,slp awhile more.cause realli damn tired.cause reach hm at 1am.haas.tha reach baby hm le.than i jiu ask her go eat wid mi.cause i damn hungry.ytd nyte de lunch n dinner nv eat.so hungry.grrh!!than afta eat.went back to her hm n slack.slack le.jiu ard 3plus go out.cause she wanna go bukit purmei c her ah ma.cause beri long nv go c her le.than chat chat awhile than go meet my gan di di n her gan mei mei which is the same person.lol.than meet ard 6 at tiong bahru mrt.than jiu headed dwn to simei.cause she wanna c dog dog.than jiu went dwn.hehe.than i promise that i will buy a dog when she discharged frm gals hm.she was like so happie.hehe.than afta c dog.we went to eat burger king.so long nv eat le.so nice la.so todae total eat 2 meals onli.until nw i feel abit hungry.but nvm.can tahan till tml.cause meeting baby go sch together.hehe.than jiu go back eunos.cause she wanna bank in money.hahas.was like so cute.her bank is so rich nw.ppl.IF U C THIS.GO ROB HER OKAY!!!hahas.than jiu go back her hm.than she cook cup noodle eat,cause her mouth is so itchy.nid to biitee onto smth.hehe.than afta she eat.i ask her to open the door.cause i wanna go hm le.than my face black black.than she sae i no mood ahx.i sae hmm..ya.cause tml she going back gals hm le.onli sat n sun can come out shopping.but nvm.can c her in sch everyday.hehe.geehee..hmm...my face black cause i noe that no ppl msg u.but i like this way.cause i can hav fun wid u.talk more to u.instead of u using hp.wasting sms.i jux dun like ppl to come hong u.jux dun like.than i always c u use phone.jux jealous.nvm.i will slowly get use to it.hehex.i am so generous.hahas.lalala.mayb changing my blog too.cause i wanna hav a pooh bear blog.cause my baby like pooh bear.jux like wad i like last time.hehe.baby.no matter wad u r now.or the charges u gonna get again.i will b by ur side.no matter how long it takes.i will still love u whole heartly.i realli wanna spend a nytex at ur hm.jux to pei u.cause u dun slp early de ma.hehe.i tink i gonna end here soon.cause u r on the phone wid mi.than i wanna pei u talk.hehe.hope that we could b together till long long.mwacks.

KiAt KiaT("v")shUe SHue!!

2007-05-19T21:03:00.000-07:00

peek a boo!nw at baby hm,than she lying down on her bed.haix.dunno wad happened between we 2.realli damn upset till 6.17am than slp.
on 19may2007
we went dwn to cine wid ivan,pui q,fire n dom.than they go play arcade.than i n her jiu go walk walk.was so fun.but afta that,went dwn to alex birthday at amk ave 6.bbq.hahax.than i ask her some unreasonable question n i think she was angry.so we nv talk.sadded.but afta that.went inside ivan car.both of us hav a talk.than jiu hao le.i will nv eva forget how the 2 hours is being together wid u was so fun.hahas.than nw she is so disturbing.behind mi looking at i typing blog.hahax.nvm.hu ask mi this toopid egg loves her so much.babi.i jux wanna let u noe.no matter wad.i will by ur side.iloveeuu!!
Edmund ("v")Jacqueline
yi bei zi.ai dao lao

2007-05-19T10:56:00.000-07:00

Baby.. ish me stupid egg.. humpff.. i duno wad ish wrong wif us ytd lorx.. ish lyk i duno la.. haix.. todae at my hm still okay lorx.. bt once we reach cine.. duno la.. all gone case.. wow.. ur blog all so touchin lorx.. no need delete awae la.. humpff.. shackx.. i'm so damn tired lorx.. we okay le, at yio chu kang gt prob agn, okay le, nw cm bck read ur blog gt prob agn.. lazy to sae le.. haix.. wad to do.. it's lyk so wad lorx.. nvm la.. haix.. dear.. i duno wad i tinking oso la.. ish lyk i read ur blog le, beri sad lorx.. i oso duno why i sad.. DUNO LA!! WADEVA.. 4get it la.. haix.. wadeva u tell her ish wad u tell me.. i duno hw u do tt de.. ya.. i tink she really noe u betta den i do.. i really duno u lorx.. haix.. she changed u to be a gd boi, to be a boi who will study.. bt wen u're wif me, u bcos of me u dunwan to study, owaes skip class pei me, go bck class late get into troub wif teacher.. wad the fcuk.. i tink i wif u onli hai u lorx.. humpff.. 1 yr plus.. she shall nt b replaced by anyone.. includin me.. maybe i shouldn't appear in ur life at all lorx.. i dunwan to ruin ur life.. i dun mean anyting.. bt i duno y la.. i duno y i will feel sad abt thse blog la.. bt after tt, i irritated by the bloody blog..

2007-05-19T00:39:00.000-07:00

whooo!!!hahas.i am here to blog le.cause fire kpkb.idiot.hahas.hmm.todae morning went to hm.pick her up.than jiu go her hm.hahas.than nw at her hm using com.going back to my hm soon.cause i nid to change.than ivan drive we all out.hahas.end here le lahx.ytd was so fun lahx.so mani ppl.hahas.will update the photo lata when i reach hm.haha.

fuji n china
apple

2007-05-11T03:48:00.000-07:00

2007-05-07T08:58:00.000-07:00

hahas.the past 1 wk nv blog.so loser rite.hahas.but i enjoy the last whole week.that's all.start frm tml.i will blog again.

goobuyess-apple!

2007-05-07T08:38:00.000-07:00

2007-04-30T22:06:00.000-07:00

28 april.

xiao fire n ivan come my ah ma hm drive mi at ard 5 plus.than go dwn bugis.afta bugis i meet my fwen.than we all sae tonite going dxo.than they all wanna follow oso.than so go together lo..than i go hm at 7.change n stuffs.ard8.30.they come back fetch mi.than send all the ppl back cause they cant go hm late.loser.hahas.than afta that went dwn to dxo.than sit there.relax.c friends.hahas.that's all

29april

went to work at 10,than end at 4.than went out wid someone.cause ppl wanna meet mi.ask mi go hai bian.cause nth to do ma.than i sae anithing.hahas.but in the end,i go hm change while the person sitting in my rm waiting fer mi to okay.hahs.than we cabbed dwn to cine wid another fren.hahas.than we went cuppage n saw a few sch mates.lol.but afta that the person dun like.so i sae let's go tanjong pagar drink lo..than the perosn anithing.so 2 of us go.than drink 2 jug.than send go hm n i go hm le.hahas

30 april
went to sch as usual.than after sch went to work.nth much happen that day.hehe.

apple!!smile & kill

2007-04-28T05:04:00.000-07:00

april 27!!

sch ends at 2.30.wow.finally so early le.hahas.than wwent to ah ma hm n rest.than at nytx pap come fetch mummy n mi hm.than i tel mummy that i going out.sae going drink.hahas.but in the end.mi,dom,kai de n ivan went to rsuh becox they wanna go chiong.hahas.than i anithing.than follow.ard 1am.we reach there n enter.alot of ppl.the dancefloor is so small.so we dance at our sofa seat.hehe.

2007-04-26T09:32:00.000-07:00

hello!todae woke at 12pm.than go sch,hahas.than saw fwen on bus than chatted cause she going bugis work.than go sch.study till 4 than straight go to work.than saw another fwen at bukit merah central inter.than we took the same bus.cause she going to tiong bahru while i nid to change bus to go marina.hahas.than afta work.call dom.than dom sae he wid kai de n ah neh at prata shop.than they sae they wanna go hm le.cause ah neh n kai de tml nid to go back camp.but in the end.they nv.they waited fer mi n i ate mee goreng fer my breakfast lunch n dinner.hahas.i wish to thanks all of them fer waiting.cause always i wait fer ppl.but this is the firx time ppl wait fer mi.hahas.than eat till like ard 12.30am.than i pei kai de wait fer his bus than dom send ah neh hm.cause he abit mad le.hahas.i am glad that i still hav moi bros.tml wil b going far east wid someone.cause we wanna get some stuffs.hahas.so i tink i going end here.my eyes r red n my tattoo is so itchy.cant stop the itchiness.hahas.takkairre..

apple-smile n kill!

2007-04-25T09:49:00.000-07:00

april 24!

ello!hahas.todae went to sch as usual.so boring.cant concentrate at all.kip thinking of moi stuffs.teacher call my name.i at there dunno doing wad.haix.than after sch.go hm change n went dwn to paramount todae wid bin n dinosaur.hahas.than drink n drink becox is our FATHER birthday.hahas.than dino hav to reach hm by 8,so bin mi n dai send him to bus stop take bus.after he board the bus,we walked back n FATHER pull us go in drink again.than ah neh come oso kanna drink.all of us drink till seh.hahas.but so long i nv went down n i saw my boss.hahas.than he scolded mi.dun b so stupid to end ur young life liddat.than i orh.lol.he noes that he sae wad to mi.i will nv listen.hahas.but i respect him.hahas.ard 10 plus.mi ah dai,neh n bin went to the bus stop n took a bus hme.ah dai n ah neh got ppl to pei them talk on phone while i n bin in the bus singing.lol.than ah dai n ah neh quarrel fer fun.than alot ppl look.than i n bin fucking paiseh n we change seats.hahas.

april 25
went to sch at 10.30 todae.than lesssons start as usual!so bored.sitting at there like a fool n there's maths n bio test todae.i dun even noe how to do.cause everyday work.than at nyte meet dom.than no tyme to study.mayb i gotta buck up le.if nt ppl will look dwn on mi this apple le.sobs sobs.afta sch went to work.work till 10.30pm than go hm than meet dom again.than go prata shop drink coffee.hahas.standard.most of the nyte i hav been meeting him.hahas.we r nt gays.but we r brothers.hehe.rahhs.i tink i wanna slp le.cause nw is 1.02am.i am so tired.gotta wake at 7 tml cause sch at 9.but friday no sch.yeah.happie!!!gd nyte bloggy!

apple!peek a boo!

2007-04-22T09:53:00.000-07:00

fri-20 april

wulala!went to cine meet brothers n frens.than cabbed dwn to boat quay n there's no cab..so we wait n wait.hahas.than saw my cousin,jasley at initial d pub outside while i going go wow club c got place sit dwn n drink.that nite ard 20 over ppl.is was so happeneing.but wow club no place.so we went frends place beside lighthouse.hahas.than drink n drink.total open 2 bottle.than went up to another pub.dunno wad's the name cause is melvin de brother birthday.open 3 bottle again.wow.than few of us went up drink cause he ask de.drink n drink until ivan drop dead at the floor.hahas.than he sae he wanna go dwn.so i brought him down to the river.than we 2 talk n chat abt our ex.sad.but wad's over is over.we nid to adapt new life.hahas.than cabbed hm at ard 5.13am.reach hm n everyone drop dead.hahas.

sat-21 april
woke up at 12am,was abt preparing to go work n dinosaur sae go sentosa play.but i sae dun wan.cause i hav to work.but in the end.they also nv go cause they sae more ppl go than more fun.hahas.so nxt sat we going dwn.hahas.work start at 2pm.work till 11 n xiao fire drive car come to esplande to fetch mi.cause all of us wanna go boat quay again.hahas.we r loaded.lol.went boat quay n ivan send the gf go hm than go pick skky,bin n dai jiu come back.so all of us meet at rab bar.hahas.drink n drink again.but bin sae he no money.i sae i hav.so he sae 3plus wanna go hm.than i sae anithing cause i am oso tired afta work n the hu hu call mi.sae wanna talk.but i sae i am busy.hahas.than i n bin went hm at 3.45am than reach hm at 4.03am.so shag.

sun-22 april
woke up at 1pm,mummy ask mi wake cause she ask mi wanna eat i caught the fish.hahas.so i sae anithing.than afta eat.i am so bored.so i call dom to pei mi go fish as i got 3 rod at hm.hahas.so went down to but fish n prawn as bait to fish.hahas.so we cabbed dwn to marina south.we start to fish at 4 pm n end at 12.but we left there at 11.32pm.both of us caught 3 fish.lol.so less ryte.hahas.but is fun n enjoying.cause we dun wish the midnite charge so ex.hahas.so we waited fer cab fer like half an hour.than reach serangoon than went to s11 n eat out dineer.hahas.so long nv had a good meal le.finally i am happie.cause i jux read the person blog.she's so happie.smiling away.so i mux b de same.hahas.i think i wanna go slp le.cause tml sch at 10.30 n meeting someone at 9am.cause the person sae wanna go sch together.such a loser.hahas.but nvm.got ppl to pei mi talk.gd nytex bloggy.hehe.

apple-smiling always!

2007-04-08T03:26:00.001-07:00

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